My Life : Becomeing Famous (✔)

Chapter 6

Walking into the studio at 11 was not my idea of a fun Saturday. We were tired like hell! Whatever Charlie had planned was something I needed to hear now so we can all sleep for the rest of the day.

"Tillie. Wait. Other Tillie. No. AHHH! Dick head." He said struggling to get my attention as there were 2 Tillie's in the room. I had to be refered to this for the rest of the day. Great.

"Whatever you dragged us out of bed better be worth it. 6 am. Really?" I said whilst yawning half way through.

He just wanted us to follow him. Why does this guy have to be the riddler today?! I'm really not in the mood!

He led us into a room which by the looks of it, people had never seen before. Charlie explained how there were many young stars doing a meet and greet today and we were one of the main stars. Other people from musical.ly, YouTube, Instagram were here also. It was like a dreem come true.

"Charlie. A quick word. What? I'm not a star. I'm just an average girl who's singing got leaked. Nothing more, nothing less." I said to him in the corner in a hushed voise.

"Say that to them" Charlie exclaimed whilst pointing at everyone else here.

Did they realy want me hear? Do they think I'm a star? To be honest I'm not but it was nice to hear that others did. Like, famous people.

My phone started buzzing like mad. What the hell? I open and read each text one by one. Tears ran down my face. Harvey started walking over so I ran. I would hate him to see me like this.

I find myself sitting on the sofa in a curled ball in the recording studio. A gentle knock came from the door. Max walked in and smiled. I told him to go away but he didn't listen.

He told me Harvey is worried about me so he (Max) came to talk to me. I showed Max the messages. He started to write furious replies but I snached my phone out of his hand before he could send any. Instead I sent a text to Harvey.

Tillie 🙊: meet me in rs now x
Harvey 💕: what is up?
Harvey 💕: Tillie?
Tillie 🙊: I'll explain when you get here x

"You can go enjoy the meet and greet." I say smiling at him.

He places an arm around me then walks off. Harvey then walks in and pauses in the doorway. He closes the door behind him, sits next to him and lean onto him. I show him the messages. They all said things like You're fat or I hate you or You don't decerve to be famous. Once he had read about 5, he placed my phone into his pocket. He gives me a gentle kiss on the four head.

He sits up a min and walks over to the mic in the room gesturing for me to follow him. We stood there until he played a backing track for Pretty Girl by Maggie Lindemann.

This made me feel better but I couldn't help but feel centre of attention. I hate being centre of attention. I decide to sit next to him and give him a kiss.

"I love you Tillie"
"I love you too Harvey"

*

That night, I watched a film with Charlie which was a compleate waste of time. There wasn't any logic at all and it made no sense. How could anyone think that was a good idea to film and produce it. It was stupid!

Just before I was going to text Max and Harvey, Ryan came into my room. He didn't look impressed. Not one bit. He slammed shut my laptop and took my phone out my hands.

"You know you are so lucky. You can just get everything you want when you want it. I get nothing. Nothing! ("Ryan-" I try to cut in) Don't you Ryan me. Listen. I'm fed up. Just think about how I am feeling while you are going up in the world. Jist think next time."

He basically yelled in my face. I didn't mean to hurt him. If I only knew. I reach for his hand but he pulls away. I cant even look into his hazel eyes. I hate this side of him. I don't ever wanna see this again.

He walked out of the room and slammed the door.

(20 mins later)

Tillie 🙊: Ryan?
Tillie 🙊: Hellooo?
Tillie 🙊: Stop giving me the silent treatment.
Ryan 💩: I don't get it! Why is it so different for me?
Tillie 🙊: It is ok.
Ryan 💩: I shouldn't have yelled. That wasn't ok.
Tillie 🙊: Hey. Listen you piece of shit. It is ok x
Ryan 💩: x

Dinner was good. We were ok now. Mum kept asking what was funny as me and Ryan were just giggling through dinner. She never found out. We don't even know what or why we were laughing at.

*

School was a little awkward. I am in basically all of Ryan's lessons so I walked around school with him. But I did promise him no more being a singer talk. That wasn't gonna happen. This time, it wasn't up to me. The whole school were looking at me and laughing. What?

Everyone was crowded around my locker and I moved everyone out of my way. The nastiest of notes was writen and stuck to my locker. I couldn't read the rest in public.

Tillie 🙊: Everyone. This is an emergancy! Not a Charlie emergancy though.
Max 😄: whats up?
Harvey 💕: what is it?
Henry 👾: sup?
Sabrina 🌸: oh no! what?
Grace 🌵: spill it.
Leo ✌🏼: happy to help
Holly ✈: can i still help? Even tho im im england?
Charlie 👍🏼: what do you mean? I don't have unimportant emergancys.
Tillie 🙊: meet me at the back of the cafiteria at lunch today.

I couldn't take my mind off the note. I didn't wanna show Max but I knew I had to. He doesn't deserve her. (Sorry Holly irl. I don't mean it). I'm normally top of the class in Chemestry so Henry asked me what was up after I was basically silent for the whole class. I told him that I will tell him later but that made him wanna know more deperatly.

At lunch, Grace and Tilly were life savers. They mannaged to get the nicest table in the school. This ment that no one could hear our little meeting. We all mannaged to fit around the table. Everone slammed their lunch trays onto the table and waited. I guess that was que to tell them why they are here. Max wasn't particually impressed when he saw the note in Holly's neat handwriting. I didn't really expect him to be though. She is his girlfriend after all.

Everyone took it in turns to read the note which made the meeting quite self explanitory after everyone had read it. Everyone was talking with eachother which I liked because I didn't feel centre of atention like a leader of the meeting normally is.

"It will be ok. But I don't think mr caps over there is too impressed" Harvey whispered in my ear.

The thing is, will it?