The Luck In Unluck

Chapter 14

I'm sorry that I'm crap with updating, and that the updates are shitty. But it's been a really hectic time at school right now. Just had midterms, and today I had an exam, so everything on my mind has been to study. So it's been crap for a few weeks, but I hope it's gonna get better. 

And, I've also started writing a new book (which I'm not gonna upload for a while), and therefore I've just put aside this one. 

The song in the sidebar is Broken Arrow - The Script. 

I love you.

Enjoy

xx

LOUIS' POV

"Goodbye, I love— loved spending time with you today" I kissed Zayn goodbye and he turned on his heels and walked down the stairs. When I couldn't see him anymore, I closed the door. I felt exhausted, but that may be because I've had a lot on my mind lately. 

I was afraid that telling him would be too soon. But it felt so right. I really don't want him to be scared, I've never felt like this before, so if I have to wait, I will.

I will wait forever for him. Because that is how much I care about him. 

I know I might be moving pretty fast, but I mean, we had sex just a few days after we got together. And it was the most special night of my life, so far. But this is just so much bigger. How do I even say I love you to him? Should I take him out first? Or just say it straight forward?

No, Louis, chill. You can't say it this early in the relationship. It's only been a few weeks. Oh my god, Lou, don't think about this. Just say it, when it feels right. 

Where's Sasha, anyways? She's been away all day, and I'm getting worried. She hasn't texted me all day, and I need to talk to her, as well as talk to her about communication. She has to learn about how to communticate with others, because she need to fucking communicate with me!

Just then I heard door open, so I got up and ran towards the door,  "hello!" Sasha's voice rang the room. 

"Where the hell have you been, missy?!" I agrily exclaimed. 

"What?" She asked innocently, "I've just was at Mr. Edwards' house, for tutoring" 

"Huh? Why? You don't suck that much at math?" I asked, confused. 

"Well, it's not as good as it was before" She looked away, while her cheeks were getting red. 

"Why?" I repeated. 

"I think it's because of everything about me and Liam. But, I also think everything is going to be better from now on." She smiled a knowing smile. What even? I just got more and more confused. 

"Why?" I think that was all I could say. 

"Me and Liam talked a bit today. But I had to ask him to give me some more time." My face fell and my mouth fell open, "I know, it maybe sounds weird, but I have to make sure I don't rely too much on him. I just need to have some time alone." She sounded really sad, I felt bad for her. 

"I understand" I told her, and pulled her in for a hug, before whispering sweet nothings in her ear, to calm her down a bit. 

After a few minutes, I moved us over to the sofa. And after about ten minutes she started to breathe heavily, so I assumed she was asleep. Well, this has been a hectic day. 

I carried her to the bedroom, and after a while I fell asleep as well. 

"Where the hell are my shoes?" Someone yelled, and by someone I meant Sasha. Who else would it be? Sam's never here, and it's just us.