The Luck In Unluck

Chapter 16

So sorry for the wait. I suck at updating, I just haven't got the time. I'm so busy with school and work. Sorryyyyy. Hope you won't leave me

 And I've fixed the chapters and all, so now it's a bit better, I hope. (Gone through them like 3 times now)

Songs:

Comptine d'un autre été, l'aprés-midi - Yann Tiersen

She's Not Me - Jocelyn Scofield

Happy Home - Hedegaard

Broken Ones - Jacquie Lee

Sicily - Youth Group

BUT FINALLY A NEW CHAPTER YAY

 

"You got raped." tears forming in his eyes, "again."

Wait. I do remember. I remember my math teacher. I was at his house. Mr. Edwards. I tried to run, but he caught me, dragged me up the stairs, into his room. Why wasn't I curious about why he wanted to help at his house. I mean, it's the start of a disaster. Never meet anyone you don't know at their house. I knew that.

"Mr. Edwards" I whispered.

"Yes" A tear falling from his eye, and then another one, "I'm sorry, Sash. I should've looked after you. I'm so sorry"

"Hey, it's not your fault, it's mine, but mostly it's Mr. Edwards' fault." I said and another tear fell from his eyes.

"Don't even say that it's your fault. It's not your fault that you're bangable" he said through the tears and laughed a bit. Trying to lighten the mood.

"Louis!" I laughed.

"Too soon?" He smiled an honest smile to me.

"Yeah, a bit."

"Sorry" He smiled and hugged me tightly, his face moist from the tears.

"Um, can you please help me up from the floor?" I realised that I still was paralyzed. I couldn't move my feet at all. I didn't like the feeling, not one bit.

"Do you know when I might can use my feet again?" I asked hopefully.

"No, but the docor said that you might get the feeling back in a few days. He said that he used some medication to dim the pain and stuff, and that it might make you paralized. But not for long. It's not permanent." He smiled, and lifted me gently up on the mattress.

"Thank you, Lou" I smiled. "Where are the others, by the way?"

"Right outside the room, do you want to see them?"

"Yes please" I hugged him again.

"She's awake, she wants to see you" I heard him whisper into the hallway, and soon enough all the other boys almost ran into the room. Liam first and ran to my bedside and hugged me tightly.

"Oh my god, Sash. Are you okay? How are you feeling? I'm gonna kill that son of a bitch! Are you okay?" Liam ranted while hugging me.

"I'm okay. I mean, it's nothing new" I said, even though I felt horrible. Dirty and bad. And I didn't know how to handle it, it's been so long since last time. "I'm used to it."

"I know you're lying, no one gets used to shit like this. But I'm gonna help you through this, you'll be okay." He whispered, so that no one would hear us, but everyone had stepped away while we talked.

"We'll talk about it later, okay?" He said and kissed my forehead.

"Sure, Li" I smiled.

"How are you, Sasha?" Harry asked me, Zayn still in the background.