Thomas Brodie Sangster & Newt Imagines

Back again

Here he was again. For the 2nd time. Thomas stood at my doorstep pleading with me. "Y/N please! I need you!" He babbled on. I couldn't focus on any of his words. They all seemed to come out of his mouth in a puff of smoke, but dissolve into the air before I could catch what they meant. "I can't do this anymore. Goodbye Thomas." I said and closed the door. I leaned against the door and slid to the ground. Tears threatening to spill out of my eyes. I couldn't take it anymore. His empty promises. His stupid pretty face. I just wish he could be erased from my memory. I still loved him. God... I still loved him. After all he'd done to me and I still cared so much about that boy.

It all happened about 2 weeks ago. I'd gone out with a couple of friends to eat when across the restaurant there he was, kissing another woman. I was shocked. Appalled. Confused. But above all hurt. How could he do this? I would never have suspected someone like Thomas to cheat. I didn't scream. I didn't cry. I just walked over to his table and handed him the engagement ring that he'd given me 2 weeks prior. Then I got the hell out of there. And so I'm here. In a small apartment trying to forget all the beautifully painful memories of Thomas.

3 YEARS LATER

It's been 3 eventful years. I fell in love. I got married. I have a beautiful baby girl. I'm happy. Life is good. I was walking through the street one day when I saw a familiar blonde haired boy. Thomas. He still looked the same only slightly older. He was back. I got a funny feeling in my heart when his eyes landed on me. He started walking towards me and I froze in place. He stopped once he was standing in front of me. "Y/N?" He asked, his voice shaking. "Hi Thomas." I replied trying to be cheerful.

"Umm, how are you?

"Okay."

"Good."

There was an awkward silence between us. "I'm really sorry Y/N. For what I did. I lost you and couldn't get you back. I lost the best person I've ever met." He rambled on. "It's okay Thomas. I forgive you. I've moved on. I have a family now." The color drained from his face one I finished the sentence. "You're married?" He asked. "Yeah." I answered. "Oh." And again came an awkward silence. " I still love you." He muttered. My heart cracked. "I do too." I whispered. "Really?" His voice filled with hope. "But not enough." my voice cracked, tears falling down my face. "You'll always be my first love. And I'll always love you. But I can't be yours anymore." I sobbed. Thomas pulled me into his arms and held me. "It's alright love. I understand. Just know that I'll love you forever."