Behind the Scenes

The time is wanding

          The time is wanding down and I'm just really anxious about him and I . He is very sweet and I could tell my self an beside previous situation I had over the year someone would've lied about having a girl or something . He hasn't I wonder why just imagine going through a total waste as a girl . I even remember posting a  picture about shooting my shot I don't have nothing to lose . I sent it to him and he didnt laugh or anything thing 😙 . That's what he sent I'm totally lost I could at less say it's a great sign or what .  I didn't  want to respond back because I would've went out like a punk but it's shows I'm a punk for love . One weekend the small town live in had a basketball game and I was looking around for  him and the time I had my head down . He walked in and he came in with a bandaid I was like dammmm daddy 😝😋! Also some brown G-Fazo I was like bruh what I'm I getting my into this time . It was half time and child I was soooooo, nervous my hands started to melt. I got up and faded in the crowd like it was nobody business .  I zoomed across the court to the other side just to be a weirdo and glaze right in his eyes . Course to noticed I gave my self the most up right attention. Like why you go to the other side when he will look right at you " in my inner self " .         He did exactly what I thought he will do point the kid out !🤦🏾‍♀️ I was like ohhhhhhhh shit I want to sleep in my fury boots . I just set there like the G I'm because I will mostly bust my ass if I run away . The game was over Earle Bulldogs won again . Who would've thought that I would've been hidden for so long . I went out and stood be the food stand on my cellphone until the whole gym was cleared out . I know he saw me hell I saw my self with all that wool hair over my head . I thought he went home but he didn't at all I walked out the door with my little cousin . There he go with his best friend who attend my church and some more guys . I was like ughh dam don't sleep and we made eye contact again . I think he was most like staring because I had on leggings . I just smiled because I was like wow he noticed me and my whole life I was bullied about my figured. How I look and how tall I'm I never embraced I just laughed about it and cry later never let no one knocked me down . The next day like around morning time at church I post my favorite G-Herbo post about a relationship. It wasn't even a hour later than he post a similar post like G-Herbo than my mind started to wonder off like what he mean . I texted millions of my friends like girl ,bih or by their name.To get the understanding what he was saying when he said "You don't have to be perfect just keep it 100". Well I finally got it from a married woman the meaning my auntie . Lord know she was been extra dramatic we explaining it to us. My night was finished when I was done after that conversation .