Spots {On Hold}

Chapter I

2014

Beep! Beep! Beep!

"Ugh!'' I said

I had been out with Elijah last night just chilling. If I wanted to ,I could spend days with him straight with no interruptions. That's just the type of bond we share. We were so caught up and we lost track of time. I had made it home at 3:00am. I knew I had to get up early for my mothers wedding dress shopping.

"Another restless night" I thought

"Meg sweetie you up ?" my mother asked fully dressed

"Yea Mom" I said slightly annoyed due to my lack of rest

"OK well me and Shawn will be in the kitchen if you need us." Kim said slowly backing away from the door excitement written all over her face

I just simply nodded standing up to stretch. I was happy that my mother ,Kim, found love, but deep down I still wanted to know my real father. Every time I used to bring it up as a little girl my mother would get depressed or just change the subject. Finally one day I just decided to leave it alone. Then came Shawn. He sweep my mother right from under her feet. He owned many Lexus, Ferrari, and Bentley car lots. Thats how Kim and Shawn meet. Now 2 years later they will be making that life changing commitment, Marriage. I really did like Shawn. Though I never really called him dad, I felt as if I really didn't need too. He was cool though ,and would do anything for me and my mother. Shawn really did love his fiance and step daughter , they were spoiled...

After brushing my teeth I just stood staring in the mirror only to find spot after spot. All the memories of the teasing came flooding back in my mind. Today was supposed to be a day where I supported my mother, but my self esteem kept me from doing that. Some days I just want to walk around with a bag on my head. The only thing that kept me sain was all the times Elijah would call me beautiful.

Where would I be without him? but Why do I have to be like this? I thought

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(Megan in the MM)

~ jvdvvvv