Spots {On Hold}

Chapter VI

"Alright guys let's go through this one more time, then break for 15." Carmela said to the lady bulldogs.

I was sitting on the third row of bleachers watching promise at dance practice. We're gonna go out to eat later and have a sleepover. I'm glad cause I really need to get some things off my chest, I need my vent buddy. Lately it's just been so much on my mind so I've been writing a lot. I probably have at least ten songs so far. I told promise about my singing a few days ago and at first she was upset cause I didn't tell her sooner, but she got over it. She really loved it so that motivated me to write more.

In the middle of my third verse promise came and sat next to me.

"Watcha doing?" She asked

"Just writing some thoughts, you were great out there."

"Thanks sister but can I see your thoughts? Please." she knows I don't like her reading my stuff until it's edited and complete.

"Promise you already know the answers to that."

"Ugh fine. but once your done I'm the first reader." she said walking back down to join the other girls. I continued writing as my phone buzzed.

"Meet me at my house tonight?"
- Bff Lijah. 🙈💕

I replyed with a simple ok. He was going to have to wait cause I'm spending the day and night with my sister. I am a little salty cause he's been avoiding me, and I don't know why. So this message surprised.

A hour and a half later me and promise were seated at Applebee's.

"So whats up with you and Elijah?" She said biting the mozzarella stick.

"To be honest I don't know, maybe it's something I did or said." I said

"Or maybe it's because you playing with his feelings."

"What?" I raised an eyebrow

"You heard me, Meg everyone can see that that boy likes you, except for you. What's holding you back?"

"I really don't want to talk about this right now promise."

"No tell me cause I really wanna know!"

"Promise just please drop it ok!"

"Megan tell me!"

"Look at me! You think someone wants to look at this face everyday and say I love you? You don't know how it feels to have people stare at you cause of spots on your face that you have no control of. To have them make fun of you to the point where you just want to get away permanently! I wake up everyday and ask God why! Elijah doesn't want this! He deserves someone that would look good on his arm, not someone like me. No one would want someone like me." I suddenly felt a tear running down my face. I stood up ignoring b and ran to my car locking the door heading to my house. The tears wouldn't stop and my mind was racing till I felt myself being flipped over in the air. The last thing I remember were sirens then it all went black.

I know it's been awhile but I'm back so be prepared! I don't really get a lot of feedback from this book so I was really thinking about deleting it. I changed my mind cause this story is something I started and I wouldn't feel right if I didn't complete it. so please guys give feedback.

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