Bungou Stray Dogs (Various x Reader) DISCONTINUED

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Requested by Ashy_Sama
o w o)/ here is Gogol!~ *such a babe*
QwQ sorry! seriously busy at school

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- (Your name) POV-

It was a perfect sunny sunday, a perfect day to spent a day with my bed. Wait i just remember, Fyodor give me a task well i guess it will not a rest day for me. Another sigh escape from my mouth and there someone arms is wrapped around my waist.

Could it be- Oh wait it's him....

"(YOURRR NAMEEE)!~ My~ as always you're still slim and your scent always call me.." he said and he gives me a sadist smile which is a bit funny.

He actually look cute when he smile- wait did i just, i was cut off and lost in my thoughts as i found myself being carried by this sadist guy.

"Nikolai... Put.me.down." i said as i try to move. But oh god he is sure strong, but he didn't say anything.

He then put me down when we reach a very familiar place, i looked at him as he looked at the sky and surprisingly he smiled.

' wow, he looks gorgeous when he smiles..' i said to my thoughts

"(Your name)..." he called

I just looked at him again and give him a feeling that i'm listening. His expression is something i can't explain.

"You only have 5 days left...." he said for some reasons his tone when he speak is sad. "Without you... no one will understand me, what should-" he stopped, i just hugged him.

"I may have 5 days left but i'll promise to you i'll be back.." i said but deep inside i'm hurt i feel broken

' i guess this is a goodbye nikolai..' i softly said...to my thoughts

-Nikolai's POV-

It's been one month since (Your name) left, i feel empty. All my days are black . What's the use of being a here if the one you love is gone.

Yes, (Your name) left the agency...
it was shocking but all i can show to her is..

how sadist i am.. but she accept me

I saw a letter, it's really hurt me so much, i want to kill everyone.

The letter says....

" I'm sorry, but (Your name) cannot return-"

i don't want to finish it, i know she already give up, she doesn't want me to see her suffering but i'm now suffering...

i'm suffering in loneliness... i need love

i need you
(your name)-

i love you- until the end of your breath...

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Eh? It is good? i don't know .. Sorry for not updating for almost a year or month... I hope you guys enjoy this one..≪3日

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