More Than Friends

chapter 22

I woke up with the urge to pee. Being a pregnant woman sucks. I slowly got up, and noticed Jonah wasn't in bed, he probably just went to grab a drink, and walked towards my bathroom.

After peeing with difficulty, I washed my hands and headed for my bed. I inched closer but soon heard faint whispers.

I opened the door slightly and peeked out; I saw Marie, Jonah, his mom (carrie), and the other why don't we boys. The whispers grew softer and it took everything in my tired bodies to understand them.

"we're sorry Jonah," Jack said.

"I knew it was gonna come eventually," Jonah said.

"this is why you use protection," Corbyn said. Does Jonah not want the baby? What the hell is going on?

"hey! I love that baby, shut the fuck up Corbyn!" nevermind...

"okay, everybody shut the fuck up! We we not here to talk about Jonah getting kicked out of the band. This is for Bailey, we need to plan this baby shower and quick. Jonah, what are your plans for announcing the gender?" Marie said shutting everyone up instantly.

My heart froze. Jonah was kicked our of the band? And it's all my fault... I got fucking pregnant and now he's kicked out.

What have I done?

"I don't know, me and Bailey haven't talked about it yet. But I do have some ideas I'll tell you in the morning."

"okay, Carrie did you find guests?" Carrie nods and smiles. "Jack, babe, did you find good songs to play?"

"all I found were our eps." everyone laughs.

"okay, Corbyn, Daniel, Zach... Decorations?" they nod. "good. I think we're all set. I've been planning this for weeks, you guys better not ruin anything or I swear I'll kill you." everyone nods. "okay, I'm gonna go to bed, you guys go home, and Jonah, I'm going to smack you."

"what, why?" he asks puzzled.

"I'm stressed and I haven't smacked anybody in a while." Marie walks over and smacks him lightly. She then walks over to the living room, out of sight. Jonah sighs and starts walking towards the door.

Quickly, I make a run for the door to the bathroom and shut it lightly. Once I hear his footsteps, I open the door and pretend to be sleepy. "oh, hi baby." Jonah kissed my head and held me close.

"where were you?" I ask tired like.

"just.. Oh grabbing a drink." I nod and head towards the bed.

"I love you Bailey. And our baby Ashton."

"I love you too Jonah." we climbed into bed and Jonah held me close to him.

Dream:

I was younger, probably 4 years. And Jonah was there too. He grabbed his guitar and began to sing to me. But I didn't know Jonah 4 years ago. This is trippy...

The scenes shifted every couple of seconds. Going from a park to a restaurant to a sunset and more. All of a sudden, the song turned dark. Talking about being unloved and death. And out of nowhere, Jonah was gone.

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I shot awake. Breathing heavily into the thick air. Jonah sat up with me and turned me to face him. I didn't know I was crying until he wiped some tears away.

"what's wrong?" Jonah asked concerned.

"a dream. I'm fine now. I love you. Always and forever and I don't want you to feel unloved or forgotten or anything. I just want you to be happy." I started sobbing.

"I do feel loved. And I want you to know that I love you and... And... I can't find the words, I'm sorry." I smiled and brought him into a kiss. My arms wrapped around his neck and he pulled me closer from my waist. "you have no idea how excited I am for baby Ashton to come. I can already tell he's gonna be awesome. "

"thank you. " I brushed my fingers on his cheek delicately.

"for what?" Jonah placed his hands on my covered stomach and massaged- or what felt like massaged- it.

"everything. I'm too tired to list it all. But everything." he smiled and kissed my head.

"let's get some sleep. I'll kiss you in the morning. " he gave me a quick kiss and pulled me down with him gently.

Sometimes, when we feel upset, we'll say "kiss you in the morning" as a sub for "see you in the morning" Jonah did it once and I thought it was cute. After a while it just latched on.

Was up mug duuuuuuuuudes! I'm sorry I haven't posted in forever, my brother restarted my Kindle and now I have to do it on my sisters crappy phone. But have some things going on and it's getting harder to accomplish every goal. But, love yaaaaaaa