The Girl in the gilded cage (A Tom Hiddleston story)

Some time away alone

2 days later
*Tom*
We have the night of and I have a plan. I am desperat to spend some time alone with Malina. I find her alone behind the tent and sneak up to put my arms around her. "With a change of sounding very forward, do you think you can sneak away for the evening and night ? I want to have you all to myself".
"Tom ! That does sound very forward. But I would love to". She looks very thoughtful for a moment. Then she lights up in a smile. "I actually have a second cousin nearby. She left the circus to be with her husband. I could tell my family that I am going to visit them for the night. She will cover for me if necessary".
"That sounds perfect darling". I say feeling elated. I finally get to take her out. To spend time with her truly alone. "Meet me outside the circus grounds at five o'clock okay ?" She smiles at me. "Okay".
I give her a quick kiss before leaving. I have things to get ready. I want this evening and night to be special. It isn't that I expect it to end in sex, actually I am still not sure I dare go that far. I just want her to fell special and have a great night.

*Malina*
I call my cousin and explain her everything. I trust her because she left circus to be with her man who was an outsider. She tells me she is so happy for me and if someone calls asking for me she will cover. I thank her a lot before saying goodbye. I go to ask my father if I can go and luckily he agrees.
Oh it isn't easy to wait all day and I am waiting outside the grounds 10 minutes before time. Feeling very excited, but also nervous. Do he expect me to go all the way ? Am I ready for that ? I am not sure, but I am sure Tom will always respect my wishes and that he would never cross any lines.
A black sleek sports car drives up and parks next to me and Tom jumps out with a huge grin on his face. Evening darling. I hope you are ready".
"Oh wow what a car. I have never seen anything like it before". I say as he comes to take my bag and put it in the back.
"It is kind of cool. And well I want this evening and night to be perfect, so I wanted the best for you". He says kissing me softly. Before opening the door to me.
I run my hands over the soft leather seat and watch Tom walk around the car to get in. He looks so handsome in dark pants and a deep blue button down shirt. He has tried to tame the growing curls and he really look like a movia star today.
As he gets in he takes my hand and softly kisses my knuckles. "Malina just remember, I expects nothing from you. Don't feel pressured to do anything okay. I just want to spend some time alone and you can say no to anything you don't feel comfortable with. Okay ?"
"I know Tom". I tell him. Leaning in to kiss him softly before we drive off. I can't wait to see what Ohio and Tom has to offer.
We drive to a big blue house with a beautiful garden. Tom parcs and come to open my door. He takes my hand and laces our fingers together. "I hope you are hungry darling".
"Very much". I say smiling. And he leads me through the garden, over a little bridge, were he stops me to kiss me softly for a moment. Then we walk up onto a big porch, were a waiter shows us to a table.
I kind of feel like a kid. Looking around with big eyes. I have only been to a few restaurents in my life and never anything like this. Not anything close to this. And I let Tom take care of ordering everything. I expect he knows a lot more about this than me.
  "Ever had wine before ?" Tom asks me after the waiter has filled our glasses and left. I look at the slightly golden liquid in my glass and shake my head. "No never". I lift the glass to my lips, taking a sip. It is crisp, fruity and a bit dry. "I like it". I tell him and he smiles at me.
The food is amazing, the wine is great, but the company takes the price. We talk and laugh, just enjoying each others company.
After dinner we drive for a while, ending just on the outskirts of a waste forest. He parks the car in front of a wooden house. But it isn't an ordinary wooden house. It is logded between the branches of a giant tree.
"Oh wow Tom, are we really staying here". I say, staring in total awe. He grabs our bags smiling. "Yup we are staying here. Just you and me".
"You are spoiling me to much". I look around in to romantic cabin. The is a big soft looking bed, a fire place, an amazing wiev and even a big bathtub.
He puts the bags down and puts his arms around me. "Not to much, you deserve everything I can give you and a cherry on top". He leans down to kiss me and I melt into his arms.
He gently pulls of my shirt, kissing down my neck. As he reaches my collarbone I feel like my legs is about to give in beneath me and I grab onto his shoulders to steady myself. His breath is warm on my collarbone as he whispers. "You are so amazing baby".
"Oh no you are amazing". I tell him, my hands playing with his hair, rufling it up. His mouth moving to the soft sweel of my breast. His hands is on my waist.
As his hands move down to slowly pull down my skirt, my breath got caugth in my throat. What is he going to do this time ? I know for sure that no matter what I am not going to stop him. I trust him and I want him to be the one.
He lifts me up into his strong arms and carries me to the bed, laying me down on the middle of it. Slowly unbuttoning his shirt and pulling it of before joining me.
His fingers gently run down my cheek very gently, as he looks into my eyes. "If you knew how much it pains me that we can't just have a normal relationship. I love you so much baby".
"I know Tom. I know because I feel the same and I love you too". I tell him, lifting my hand to run my thumb over his lips. A low moan escaping him.
He leans down to kiss me slowly and passionately before letting his mouth run down along my jaw and down my neck. I close my eyes concentrating on the feeling of his warm mouth on my skin. Feeling chills run through me as he mumbles. "At least I can pretend for tonight".
His is resting on one arm. The other hand caressing every inch of my body very gently. His mouth leaving kisses and licks on every millimetre of skin. Then he slowly removes my bra. His mouth finding one nipple. His hand teasing the other. I am throwing my head back moaning with want.
I don't even realise that my hands has gone down to open his pants before he gently grabs my wrist, whispering softly. "No darling, not yet. I want to make sure you are completely ready".
A part of me wants to scream that I am more than ready, but the rest of me truly respect him for wanting to protect me. I move my hand up to caress his arm and shoulder.
He is kissing down my stomach and I know from the last time what he intend to do. The memories making my insides contract deliciously as he slowly pulls down my panties.
His fingers stars slowly running over my sensitive skin, just the tip of his fingers making contact. Oh it feels so enticing. But he keeps avoiding my most sensitive spot. Then his mouth makes contact, leaving a trail og kisses and licks. Not leaving any bit of skin untouched.
I am writhing. Trying to make him move to were I want him. What he does is such a turn on an so infuriating at the same time. But he just chuckles against my skin, driving me even more insane.
When he starts spiralling his tongue lazily around my clitoris, slowly in to just graze over my sensitive knob and then just as slowly back out, it feel like I am literally loosing my mind and I start shivering with need.
"Oh God Tom.. God". My eyes is rolling back in my head. My body is on fire. All my senses on ligh alert. It feels unbelievable good, but he keeps refusing me that friction that would give me my release.
"Mmmm". He answers. Keeping up his slow deliberate torture. And I gasp the words out between moans. "I really hate you right now".
"Oh so you hate me now do you ?" He chuckles and I nod furiously. Then he slide a finger into me. Instanty finding that spot. Pressing against it circling his finger. And at the same time he sucks my clit into his mouth biting softly down on it making my world explode.
I literally buck my hips and back of the mattress as I scream out my pleasure. It feels like could literally pass out from delight as my body contracts again and again. He keeps cirling his finger and sucking on my clip until I collapse totally spend and breathing hard.
Then I am in his arms, being held to his chest as I come back down to reality. I mumble sleepily. "That was amazing Tom. I love you so much".
"I love you too baby. Now rest for a bit". The last time I feel before drifting of is him kissing my forehead.