The Girl in the gilded cage (A Tom Hiddleston story)

Pure bliss

*Malina*
As I wake up alone in the bed I call Tom's name and very soon after I hear the door out to the deck open. "I am right her darling. I was just talking to my sister. I didn't want to wake you up".
"Come her". I hold out my arms, and he slide down in bed pulling me into him. I just enjoy the warmth and feel of him.
After a while I look up at him. "So do we have other plans for today". I hadn't slept that long and it was still early in the evening.
"I was thinking we could go for a walk. It should be really beautiful here at this time of year. And then we could take a bath together". He bites his lip looking at me.
I smile at him. "That sounds wonderful. I better get dressed then".
I don't feel shy about him seeing me naked anymore, actually I quite like the way his eyes caresses my body. And it suddenly hits me that I haven't seen him naked yet. But I guess I will if we are going to bathe together.
After I am dressed we go for a long walk in the forest our hands laced together and even though the nature really is beautiful,Tom seems to be mostly looking at me.
When we get back he lights the fireplace while I run the water in the bathtub, then he undresses me slowly and holds my hand as I step up into the hot water.
"Are you coming in darling". I look at him, and he slowly pulls of his shirt. He suddenly seems all nervous. Can he really be this nervous about me seeing him naked ? "Is something wrong Tom ?
"To be totally honest baby, I am nervous as hell". He looks at me, the look in his eyes almost painfilled. And I wonder what is wrong. "Of what Tom ? I ain't gonna bite you or laugh".
He squads down next to the tub so our faces is at the same height and take my hands. "I am afraid it will scare you. You know seeing me naked".
"Tom, you are truly adorable. I might be a virgin, but I have seen my father and brother naked when I was younger. And well I have seen pictures. Don't worry I think I can handle it". He is so incredibly sweet worrying this much.
He kisses me and stand back up. Taking of his jeans, then taking a deep breath before taking of his boxers. And I am proud of myself for keeping a straight face. Holy mother of God. Now I know what he was scared of. He was scared of me running for the hills.
I watch him sink his long body down into the water, an absolutely sinful moan leaving his lips. Then he looks at me. His gaze a bit insecure. Like he is stil awaiting a reaction from me. I smile at him and lean in over him, catching his lips with mine. Suddenly he grabs me. Kissing me to within an inch of my life.
"Wow. I am not complaining Tom, but were did that suddenly come from ?" I am trying to catch my breath. That had been breathtaking, quite literally.
He bites his lips, actually blushing slightly. "Uhh, I might just have been so relieved that I kind of lost it a bit".
"Not complaining at all. Not at all". I say. My hand hand running up his chest through the patch of wet hair on his chest. And I almost chuckle out loud, thinking about the fact that Ioan keeps tellingTom that he isn't a real man. He might not be brawny, but he definitely is a real man in al and any way, both psychologically and physically.
I pull my legs up to rest on my knees on each side of him. My hands on his shoulders and I lean in kissing slowly up his neck to his ear.  Whispering in his ear. "I think you are perfect just the way you are".

*Tom*
I can't even describe how relieved I am by her reaction. She really is the most amazing woman ever and right now I truly don't even care if we will ever have sex. I just want to hold her in my arms forever.
We spend almost an hour in the tub, just kissing, caressing, exploring each others bodies slowly and sensually, until the water gets to cold to stay in it. Then I get up wrapping a towel around my waist holding out a big fluffy towel to her and she steps out of the bath and directly into my arms were I fold the towel around her.
I dry her of gently before removing the towel, letting out a deep breath. As she stand there in the glow from the fireplace she looks like an angel. "You are so beautiful I don't even know the words to describe it".
"You charmer you, You almost sound like you are trying to seduce me". She says with a teasing smile and I pull her into me chuckling. "Might be". She squeal when my hair drips on her. "Uh stop shaking that hair like a wet dog".
She grabs the towel, making me take down my head, so she can reach up and rub my hair with it. "And now I look like a haystack". I say trying to smooth the mess of damp ruffled curls she produced. She bite her lip. "Well that has to be the most sexy haystack in the world then".
I lift her up and carries her to the bed, gently laying her down in the middle of it, laying down beside her. My fingers are dancing over her radient skin. "I love you so much baby".
"I love you too". She reaches up har hand, placing it on my cheek. "Tom ! I want to.. I want us to.. I want you to be the one.. my first".
I can feel the tear burn behind my eyes and I hurriedly kisses her to hide how emotional I am, whispering on her lips. "Thank you for trusting me".

*Malina*
He slowly kisses every inch of my body. Not really seeming nervous, more concerned with making sure I am ready. My whole body quivers lightly, both from his kisses and from what I am expecting to happen. I really hope it is possible. Both because I couldn't bare to se the hurt on his face if it isn't and because I honestly long to feel as one with him.
Seeing him hover over me, kissing down my neck, teasing my nipples till they stand up hard begging for his touch is such a turn on and at the same time it make me feel protected and safe. He looks so sexy, like this, his eyes filled with love and desire and the uncombed curls falling down on his forehead.
He seems to drag out the time and the igniting my body and desire forever and I end up grabbing his neck, pulling his face up to look him in the eyes. "Tom I am not going to get more ready than I am now".
"Are you totally sure about this baby ? It is okay to say no. Both now and later". He looks at me, trailing a finger down my cheek, as he looks into my eyes.
I smile softly at him. "Tom, I have probably never been more sure of anything in my life. Stop worrying so much".
He kisses me softly as he reaches for the nightstand, grabbing something from the drawer. I hear foil rib. Oh of course, a condom. I had been so caught up in how it will be and if it will hurt that a haven't though about protection at all. Luckily he did.
"I wish I could tell you that it wont hurt. But it most likely will. Hopefully only shortly and you have to promise to tell me if it gets to much okay". He says softly and I bite my lip nodding. "Just grab my arms if you need to squeeze something. You won't hurt me".
I grab his strong forearms, trying to hide how nervous I am. I know he is plenty nervous and I don't want to make it worse.
He keeps eye contact as he gently presses his tip against my entrance. It doesn't hurt yet, but the feeling of pressure is intense but not really unpleasant. I gasp as the tip slide inside and grib his arms tighter. "Are you okay baby". He whispers and I nod.
The pressure gets more intense and it is like he is hitting something, like a wall and it starts to hurt a bit. "Darling this I can't do slowly, it will just draw out the pain. I have to do it like pulling of a band aid. Are you okay with that ?"
I nod and bite my lip, digging my fingers into his arms. "I love you so much Malina". He whispers softly, as he draws a little back. "I love you.. holy fuuuuck". The last word is a cry as he seats himself completely inside me with a hard thrust, breaking my virginity.
"Tom.. please stay still". I mumble. My eyes closed. I can hear his breathing is a bit laboured. His voice so very concerned. "Is it to much darling ? Does it hurt ?"
I smile softly, wrapping my arms around his neck. "No not at all. Not now. I.. I just want to feel you". I am blushing. I feel so overwhelmed right now I just need a moment to let it all sink in.
He keeps still, whispering loving words in my ears and kissing my neck. Then his mouth finds mine and he starts slowly rolling his hip. Oh God I can't even describe it in my own mind. It feels so different from what I expected. It doesn't hurt, it is more like a feeling of pressure, of being stretched.
"Still okay baby ?" He says, but it comes out mostly as a moan. I am biting my lip. "No Tom, not okay. It is wonderful". I gasp out the words, making him smile.
He starts moving a little faster, which also makes his thrusts deeper and I throw my head back, running my nails up his arms. I am not able to hold in my moans. "Oh God Tom.. ooohh yes".
As he lowers his head to my nipple, sucking it into his mouth, flicking his tongue over it, I hook my legs over his hips. My body craving friction, my hips thrusting up to meet him. There is no pain left at all, only pleasure building inside me.
"Baby that feels so good. God I can't". I can feel his whole body tense up as he gasps, before thrusting through his orgasm. The feeling and his moans in my ear is more than I can take and mindblowing pleasure washes over me, causing me to bite into the nearest thing not to scream. My body shaking as what feel like jolts of pure delight runs through me.

*Tom*
Oh lord that had been amazing. I totally collapse, making sure to land beside her, not to crush her. Trying to get my breathing back to normal. She snuggles into my side. "I belong to you now".
"And I belong to you.. I love you so much". Part of me wants her to promise me to never get up on that high wire again. I can't loose her or bear if she gets badly hurt. But I know I have no right to ask her, not yet. But one day maybe. I just want to protect her, keep her sage from any harm.
She smiles at me. "I love you so much too". I kiss her softly before going out to the bathroom. I throw out the condom and gets ready to sleep. When I come back she has alredy drifted of and I slide down beside her, pulling her into my arms.