Unwanted, Unlovable

The Fight

Chapter 8

“Marie?” I hear a faint voice. I was so lost in the music I didn’t have any clue that I was pulled away from my dancing.

I have no clue why, but I felt tears swimming in the edge of my eyes. My heart felt as if it was about to explode as a lump formed inside my throat. I looked up to see Jason, staring from Chris to me with narrowed eyes.

“You son of a bitch!” I heard Jason yell before launching his self at Chris.

“Wh-what are you doing Jason?” I scream as tears prickle down my cheeks. I tried to break them apart but Jason’s elbow got in the way and smacked me in the face, making me stumble back and fall on my butt. Noticing only a little bit dizziness I got up and aimed again to break up the fight. I noticed that everyone around us had stopped dancing and were intently staring at the action before them, even thought the music was at full blast. As soon as I regained my balance I looked at Chris and Jason, the people whom I love the most in the world. Chris who is my best friend along with my secret crush, and Jason my boyfriend whom I love more than anything, were fighting in front of me.

“Chris…..Jason! Stop! Why are you doing this?”

I couldn’t stop them, no matter how hard I tried. I yelled, I screamed! Begging for people to help me stop them, to do something. And yeah! They definitely did something! They cheered for the person they liked the best. After landing on my butt fifty times, by trying to stop them fight, I got up again. This time with a plan. I slowly walked towards them just as Chris had finished punching Jason in the stomach, I caught Jason’s shoulder before he did anything and tried to pull him away, but his anger took the best of him. When Jason’s angry he doesn’t see anything around him and ends up doing everything bad. Jason raised his other arm and slapped me across the face along with pushing me back by connecting his elbow with my stomach.

“J-Jason? Why?” I whisper as tears stream down my face.

Shocked, I didn’t even try to regain my balance, and before I knew it I’d landed into a glass table, breaking the glass that had landed on the sand along with my arm. I cried in pain as the glass dug into my arm. Dizziness gained its strength and buzzing sound took over my head along with it. My eyes began to close as tears overlapped the remaining vision I had to see. Through the blurriness from the tears I saw Chris and Jason run towards me and kneel down by my side. I saw tears form in Jason’s as he tried to keep me conscious. I noticed my head just nodded uncontrollably, without me able to hear what he said. A few seconds later I felt my eyes shut, darkness taking over. And with that the pain, too, subsided.