Unwanted, Unlovable

The Confusion...

Chapter 9

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Taking another shot of vodka, I headed down towards the dance floor. The place was crowded! In my micro mini, leather skirt, and my low cut indigo tank top, my body started swaying to the beat. I felt the hardness of the men’s erection, as they crowded in towards me. But I was too drunk to care. As a strange pair of hands snaked around my waist, pulling me towards them, my body automatically started grinding. All I knew was that I felt too sexy to make my body stop. And before I knew it, I was bought another shot of vodka, and without knowing I had drunk it. My eyes slowly began to shut, while I felt the same pair of hands pull me toward the exit of the door. I didn’t care what was going to happen; now this was my life!

I woke up the next morning to find myself placed in my room, on my bed. I slowly got up and stretched my body. I was completely naked! I got up without anything on and headed towards the bathroom, to find a man, completely naked, peeing. He turned around once he heard me come in.

“Man! I feel myself getting hard already! Maybe we can give another try!” he said as he walked towards me.

I backed up. “Ewww! First wash your hands! That’s completely gross!” I made gagging sounds. “Second, no thanks! I start my second shift in 30 minutes. So I need you to get out and me to get ready!” when he didn’t leave, I said, “You know where the door is, go ahead now!”

As soon as he walked out and I heard the front door shut, I started the shower. So now you all must know what I am, or at least do. But if not, I’ll tell you! Most people put me in the category of a slut or prostitute, but I'll tell you tell you that I am not what you think! Well actually I am, but for a reason! I need money…..and not just for food but to also go back to my brother! Yep! That’s right! A lot of things have changed since the last incident! It’s been 5 years now, and I haven’t heard from anyone. Although I don’t quite know what happened, but all I knew was that I was being discharged from the hospital and no one was there. No Jason, no Chris, no one. They told me I was in coma for most of the time and I didn’t have any visitors beside one, but after that I was shifted to a different hospital. I decided to go back to my dad’s place, but when I got there, I found out that they don’t live there no more. The house was empty! Then I decided to go check Chris’s house, but to find out that it was empty as well. I did the same to Jason but to find that the room was empty. They’d left.

Tears poured out of my eyes as I walked down the empty street. I didn’t know where to go, what to do. I needed money to go back to Mike, moreover call. I was so lost I didn’t even know where I was, nor did I know that there was a figure following me. As soon as I saw, I ran for my life. I heard the footsteps increase their speed as well. Although I’d lived here for all my life, I didn’t acknowledge the alley I was now running in. There were no doors or windows as I ran. But towards the end of the alley I saw a door. Not caring where it led to I barged through it.

I was entered into a place known to every teenager, to every rapist. It was a hooker bar. There were half-naked women dancing around the pole as the men, and even women, sat and screamed or touched their bodies. I should get out of here! I was just about exit when a big man came in front of me, standing with his arms folded. I looked up and gave a nervous smile.

“What’s a pretty girl like you doing here?” he asked as he touched my shoulder.

I backed up. “I-I came to the wrong place. I was looking for my mom.”

“Oh?” he asked with his eyebrow arched. “Well I think you’re mommy’s back-stage.” he said grabbing me by my shoulder and pushing me towards the stage. As I tried to pull away, his grip tightened, I whimpered and followed his lead.

“Stacy! I got a fresh one!” my eyes widened. He looked towards me, “You a virgin?”

Shock still controlling my mind, I automatically nodded.

“Good! Most people like fresh ones. In fact I got someone waiting for you in that room right there!” he pushed me towards the room on the far right corner. It was dark, hard for me to see, so I wasn’t expecting what had happened next….