A Good Girl's Confession

Lauren Shar Martini

Being accustomed of a perfect life since I was born, I'm not aware that life could be this complicated.

Being the only daughter of the perfect Martini family, I am blessed with an extraordinary life. Since I was a child, I happen to get anything I want in just a blink of an eye. Together with the most caring parents in the world, I thought my life is indeed a fairytale. But it seems that I expect too much from this so-called comfort, money could give. The things I used to enjoy just disappear in a blink of an eye too as I woke up one morning with no mother and father in our awfully enermous mansion. Alongside with me, are premium cards and glossy looking bank accounts under my name.

I wander every corridors of our home crying like a child. I was abandoned and I have no one to call. Even the butler and the housemaids are nowhere to be found.

Only a 14 year old girl try to live her life alone. I try to live it normally, attending school and doing stuffs I used to do hoping that when I got home, they will be there welcoming me with open arms. But a year passed and there's no one who come back for me.

I have been a good girl for the 14 years I live with them. High grades, perfect daughter and all. But why would they leave me like I'm one of this lost garment? Am I adopted or what?

What's the use of this fortune under my name when I have no one to call my own personal comfort. And what happened to my childhood friend I used to hang with. He just run off without a note or just a stupid goodbye. Screw my life. Screw everything for making me this miserable.

But I could just end it here, isn't it? Why should I endure with this constant misery I have when I still have one option left. I should stop breathing and I should end my life already. I can't take any more pain after what I've been through.

With my mind already set, I wander on the cold night breeze of December on the beautiful streets of Rainville. Silly how much would I miss this perfect place. It's a pity for me that I have nothing else to choose but to cut all of this drama.

Being sentimental that this place would be spoiled of my dark intentions, I try walking out of it to preserve thr glory it carries. I will not allow that my blood would stain it's peacefulness.

And now that I'm on the outskirts of the famous Beverly Hills, I could pull out my plan. With the sound of gun shot echoing in the middle of the night, it sounds so heavenly on ny part.

"This is it! This is how should I end everything", I muttered smiling.

Running towards it's direction, I find a group of boys laughing like devils. They don't look like one of those psychopath on horror movies hence, they're all beautiful and angelic. So sad that they will commit a crime for killing me.

The leader, I guess, to my awe is smoking hot. He has the blackest eye I've ever seen in my entire life. With the most dangerous glare he is giving me, there's no turning back.

"You want to die?", he ask murderously. His mates are kind of trembling at the sight of our situation. "Drake, it's just a girl. Let her pasd through", a handsome boy interjects our stare-off.

He laughs like a psycho but it never caused me to flinch. The longer I stare at him, I can say my heart starts to flatter. Being in this darkest moment, I never thought that I could find myself star struck with my killer. How tragic my life could get?

"I don't care if it's a girl or a gay. If she wants to die, I could give her that", he retorts. He now scans through me with those dark brooding eyes of his. I stand my ground and give her my answers.

"Yes!", I answer as I start closing my eyes. Even on my last minute, I'm happy that the one who has killed me is the person I've fallen in love with.

As another gunshot pierce the eerie silence of the night, I thought I am already dead. But it seems heaven don't want it to happen. The same guy who interjected earlier saved me from that bullet.

I want to cry because of frustration but the moment I saw my killer's face smiling at me, I can see a light. I don't know why or how, but I already know that he's going to change everything on my life.

Would my intuition be real or my killer would be the one who would bring the worst things on my life AGAIN?

Having a last glimpse of his dark brooding eyes, I smile before darkness could eat me up.

A/N: The name of places here are all product of my imagination. Thankyou for dropping by and may you like this story. Keep reading :) It's kind of three years ago. Lauren here is 14 years old and this is their first meet up. Join me as the good girl starts to unveil the mystery in her life. Next chapter, You will know about Drake.

See Victoria Justice on the side. She's playing Lauren Shar Martini. :)