Love Yourself || Book 1

Chapter 17

JungKook and Yuju's mother sat there waiting for Yuju to wake up.

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~Middle of the Night

Yuju slowly opened her eyes.

Yuju's mother was asleep at the moment.

JungKook was still awake.

Yuju sat up.

JungKook was surprised.

JungKook: Yuju?
(He said quickly walking over.)

Then he grabbed her hand.

Yuju just looked at JungKook.

Then she slowly pushed JungKook away, as tears rolled down her cheek.

Yuju: I'm sorry, JungKook.

JungKook: What are you talking about?!
(He said confused and worried.)
Are you still hurt?

Yuju: I'm fine..

Jungkook: That's good.
(He said smiling.)

Then he tried to pat Yuju's head, but she flinched.

JungKook slowly put his hand down.

He sighed.

His eyes started getting watery, but he knew that he had to hold it back.

JungKook: Are you hungry?

Yuju: Anniyo.

JungKook: Araso, just get some rest then.
(He said smiling.)

Yuju nodded her head.

Then JungKook tucked her in.

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~A few minutes later.

JungKook could hear Yuju crying.

JungKook: Would you like me to sing you a song?

Yuju became silent, acting as if she was already asleep, but JungKook knew she was pretending so he sung anyways.

(Go look at the lyrics! 😭)

JungKook knew that Yuju was going through hard times.

Yuju fell asleep crying and listening to JungKook.

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~The next day.

Yuju woke up early to go take a walk outside, and to get some fresh air.

JungKook heard and quietly followed her, just in case something happened to her.

Yuju sat down on a bench, and looked at the beautiful flowers across from her.

JungKook sat down next to her.

JungKook: Are you okay?

Yuju was startled.

Yuju: When did you follow me?

JungKook: I heard you.
(He said looking at the flowers.)

Yuju: Sorry for disturbing you.

JungKook: What?
(He said looking at her.)

Now they were both looking at each other in the eyes.

Yuju: I'm sorry.. Just for everything I did, and everything I lied to you about, and the way I hurt you-

Before she could finish her sentence and go on, JungKook pulled her in for a long tight hug. 

JungKook: Do you know how worried and scared I was? Why did you hurt yourself? What would I do without you?

Yuju: I know, I don't deserve you. You're so perfect, and all the girls want you. I'm just a loser who is worthless. I don't even deserve anyone like you.

JungKook: Yah! You pabo! Who told you that? Who said that your worthless?! Who said that you don't deserve me?! Who said that you're a loser?!
(He did seriously and really worried.)

Yuju just cried.

JungKook: I'm sorry.
(He said hugging her again.)
You should have told me earlier! I would have protected our bd stopped those people.

Yuju: I'm sorry. I didn't want to see you hurt because of me.

JungKook: I don't want to see you hurt because of me!

Yuju pulled JungKook back for along hug, because she missed him so much, and she felt so bad.

JungKook: I just want you to know that you are the most beautiful person I've ever met. On the inside and out. And I seriously do not want to loose a special and precious person like you.

She felt safe and warm in his arms.

JungKook: Did you lie about finding a better guy?
(He asked curiously.)

Yuju: Of course! There's no one better then you.
(She said smiling widely in a long time.)

JungKook: So does that mean that I'm still you one and only best boyfriend?!

Yuju: Of course.

JungKook smiled like a fool from ear to ear.

Then he pulled Yuju in for a passionate kiss.

Yuju kissed him back.

They both missed each other so much, and felt bad for everything.

But for now everything was going the ways they wanted.

***

Yuju and her mother has decided for Yuju to get surgery, so that she wouldn't get a heart diease anymore.

And so that she and other people won't have to worry.

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Important Note:

The purpose of the story, is to stop bullying and suicidal!

And perseverance.

And that no matter what, you will be able to reach your dreams and goal!  

I just want everyone to know that you are loved and special, and you are worth it!

If today wasn't a good day, there's always brand new days waiting ahead.

So don't just let one person bring you down.

You are stronger than that!

And bullies, please stop bullying other people who are lower than you.

They deserve to do whatever they want and love.

So please don't stop them from doing those, because if they're happy then let them be.

I know that around the world, there is a lot of bullying and I want you to stand up for someone if you see someone getting bullied!

Don't just be a standby!

Please do something, because it could mean a lot to the person getting bullied.

And not only that, you will feel good for helping someone. (:

Thank you so much for reading this book!

I know I'm sorry I haven't updated in a long time, but it's because of school.

And there has just been a lot going on.

And I'm kind of running out for ideas, so it would be great if guys could leave some ideas in the comments!

Please show my other books and this book lots of love to raise awareness of bullying!

Thank you so much one last time and SARANGHAE! ❤️