Hanji's Lost Son

Chapter 17 The Attack

(Hanji's P. O. V)
I was sitting by Samson's bed and he has been asleep for 3 day's he's yelled in his sleep but his body is to tired to wake up from them. He's told us everything but he's still hiding something I can feel it.

Hey Hanji do you want me to go get you something to drink or at least eat. Levi said with worried eye's

Yes, I'll take some coffee and a peace of bread. Thanks Levi. I said and he left the room.

As soon as he left the room I heard Samson talking in his sleep again I listen to what he said and it scared me.

Please stop I-I would rather die and end my own suffering then to die by you! He yelled

This concerned me SAMSON! I yelled shaking him awake trying make him stop crying in his sleep. His eye's shot open and I hugged him he was stiff for a little bit. I saw he was stiff and then I looked at his arms there were scares that ran deep. Samson what happen to you I know you told us but your hiding a big part of the story and I want to know. I demanded

No I can't talk about it okay. He said

No not, okay you said in your dreams you'll die basically kill your self I don't want that to happen now tell me! I yelled

No you have no right to be in charge of my life you may be my mom but I'll NEVER FORGIVE YOU! YOU GAVE ME UP YOU COULD HAVE HIDDEN ME! I CAN'T BE MAD AT DAD BECAUSE HE DIDN'T KNOW I WAS EVEN ALIVE! I BLAME YOU FOR EVER CUT, BRUISE, AND SCARE! He yelled

M-my son hates me h-he's right what have I done? I thought the door open and I felt warm liquid run down my face. I turn and ran out of the room I ran past Levi and out and onto my horse. He's right I about everything it's all my fault I am a horrible mother. I realized I was in ths middle of the woods inside ths walls I have been riding all day long. I stop by a pond to let my horse drink up my tears are still flowing out of my eye's. I sat down by the pond and then I heard foot steps I look and didn't see anyone. Levi is that you? I called out because he would usually follow me but I got no response so I got up and started walking to my horse. Then wolves came out and killed my horse and I was tackled into the pond by an alligator person fuse together. He dragged me down into the water I tried poking out his eyes but I felt my air leave my lungs and now I was choking on water. As water filled my lungs instead of air my brain screamed for help. I felt my body shutting down but was thrown onto land. I coughed out the water. Then my brain was coming back to normal state I looked up and the alligator person kicked me in my head stunning me for a few seconds. Then he took a rock and bashed my head with it knocking me out.

(Samson's P. O. V)
My dad yelled at me he still loved me he explain her story to me on how Erwin was forced to limit her. Then on how she has only cried 3 times he's seen 1 when I was taken 2 when I return and 3 when I broke her heart. Now I feel like an ass I'll apologize to her when she gets back. I say to him

And because you did this now you have to clean the whole HQ by your self tonight. Dad said serious.

O- I was cut off with a loud (CRASH) then alarms went off and we were being under attacked by Titans! They have broken through the wall! Someone yelled

Everyone protect the people! Erwin yelled

We killed off the titans with ease as soon as Eren clogged the hole in the wall we still lost very few soldiers though.

CAPTAIN LEVI! Someone yelled

Me and dad ran over to the person then are eye's widen in horror. There on the foor was mom's horse ripped in half. As if a titan hit it and mom's glasses was beside her horse with some of her hair. I walked over and dropped to my knees guilt had flooded me and I never got to apologize to her. I started to cry and my dad hugged me we both cried together.

You better not kill your self your all I have left and I plan on seeing you live in a peaceful world. If you can't live because of your self live because of your mother. She would want that and I do to. He said in a very serious voice.

I nodded my head and said with a very cracked voice. Well kill ever last one of these mother fuckers.

I was slapped in the back of my head by my dad.

Don't say thoughs words. He said with a small chuckle.

I chuckled a little as well we had a funeral for mom and everyone was sad Armin got full position for taking over mom's work. We all stayed silent the next day no one talked everyone got a day off. I sat by mom's grave telling her how sorry I was for being an as- no a butt hole. If she was here she would slap my mouth till I fix my sentence because she didn't want me to talk like dad. I chuckle to myself and sat there everyday I would visit her grave and apologize for the way I acted and tell her what's happen in my life.