Soulmates Bounded SansxFrisk

Chapter 5 Confessions of the heart

As we stood pressed against each other enjoying the silence and the feel of each passing second together. There seemed to be tension in his bones as if holding something powerful at bay with sheer will. Something told me not to ask but the curiosity was eating me alive."What's wrong?" I asked him he just chuckled holding onto me tighter."Nothing doll I just want to make sure you aren't taken from me again. Who'd knew me the lazy bones would find my mate before my bro... its just humerus to me is all." I gave a soft chuckle. I honestly didn't fully understand what was actually going on but my soul told me not to be afraid. Honestly that part confused me, my soul has never talked to me this much before why all of a sudden was it sending thoughts to me to begin with? Only one real way to find out is to ask right? " Sans....? Can you maybe explain how my soul is sending me thoughts? Its never done that before and I don't really understand what's going on with me right now." This seemed to make the skeleton stop as it seemed he was twirling his fingers in my hair when I was off in my own little world. My sister always did tell me I should stop getting lost in my own thoughts and pay more attention to what's going on around me. 'I really need to start doing that' but I felt so safe with sans like nothing could ever hurt me again or even get close enough to try. It sent a hot blush straight to my face as I tried my best to hide it away." Well that depends what is your saying?" He asked after just a few seconds of watching me." Its telling me things like .... well... I'm safe and it doesn't want me to leave among other things" I said slightly more embarrassed by the second. I mean it wasn't a lie but it wasn't the whole truth. Sans wore a knowing smile as if he knew I wasn't telling the whole truth. But luckily for me he didn't seem to want to push the issue. I sighed in relief to that if he knew half the things running through my mind he'd probably run for the hills away from me. I knew the thoughts were crazy even the ones that made me spend months searching for him to just hear his voice once again. The concept even to me was super stalkery."Well to be honest with ya kid its because we have already mated and your soul found its other half and its woken up. Think of it like it was asleep the whole time and finding its other half is like an alarm going off in the morning. Yours is not the only one starting to speak up doll so no worries its completely normal though this usually only happens with monster souls after their mated never heard of two human mates hearing their soul talk to them although humans aren't as reliant on their souls as monsters are. I hope that helps with some of your nerves about what's going on with you." He gave me a gentle smile as he said his last words. Thinking of it, it made sense I mean I shouldn't be too surprised by the concept take into consideration I was raised by monsters who did teach me a lot about souls. But as I wrack my brain to try and remember any lessons on soul mating nothing seems to dislodge itself from the corners of my mind.
Its like everything about this particular subject was either never taught or was forgotten before it made its home in my memories. That concept unnerved me due to the fact I pride myself on being like a sponge soaking up as much knowledge as I could." Now time to answer my question doll, why did you touch my part of your soul so fondly like that?" He said turning my face towards his soon we were eye to eye. In the corner of my eye I saw him smirking devilishly at me but what really grabbed my attention were the canine teeth on either side of his mouth.'He has fangs' my heart pounded along with my soul." Doll please answer..." he snapped me back to his eyes once more. I explain how metta told me about soul mates and how he told me about my own soul." But that was the thing I didn't even realize that it was your soul I was touching. Metta mentioned something along the lines that we aren't complete yet.... what does that mean." This seemed to shock sans as a blue blush spread across his cheek bones like a wild fire his brows raised and the blush consuming his face getting brighter and brighter. Almost lighting up the room in an almost cold blue glow that seemed to warm my very heart and set my soul ablaze as he lifted his hand that was still on my hip to go over my cargo pants and onto my skin." Something's are best left for later on when both are ready and comfortable enough." He said with that smirk still on his face his hand igniting a fire where it touched my bare skin and that predatory look in his eyes doing the same to my very core. My soul pound against me as i tired to keep it inside me, till suddenly it pops out like a jack in a box only to be met with his as I am lost in the trance of his gaze once again. I didn't realize that we were leaning towards each other till I felt a gentle shove on my shoulder push me back as if it sent my sense back to me I started to stumble over my words." Oh my god I am so sorry I didn't mean....I mean wasn't.... I don't know...." I stopped rambling when he placed his boney finger over my lips to get me to stop rambling he whispered gently to me leaning closely" Like I said all in due time you are not the one at fault." I felt the need to touch him and fully claim him so strongly that my mind was becoming foggy with need and want. But suddenly the fear of rejection flew to the forefront of my brain and pain sizzled its way through my nervous system as tears welled in my eyes. Suddenly I couldn't breath and I was shaking uncontrollably. The pain was unbearable. I let an ESR piercing scream.