Chapter 6 Rejecting can kill

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The pain was wracking itself through my body as I felt myself fall to the floor. Thoughts invading my mind thoughts of things I never knew I wanted being ripped from me. Thoughts of all the lonely nights in the silence of a dead home. Thoughts of him rejecting everything that I am of being rejected instead of cared for and loved. Thoughts of loss.' All because he didn't want a kiss?' When a voice my own but not quiet my own rang itself as if to answer the unasked question.' All because? Why would he want you? What are you but a human? You think a monster could ever truly love a human let a lone a girl who has spent all her life avoiding commitment outside of family or work? A girl who only has one friend who refused to introduce them to their other friends because why?... Oh that's right because she's a HUMAN!' The tears streaming down my face hurt like acid being poured on me. The burning is excruciating as I try to breath when suddenly I hear soft whispers and gentle rubs. The pain easing slowly but the pounding in my ears receding enough to allow me to hear what was being said. It was sans. He was comforting me.' What is wrong with me? Why am I in so much pain? I don't understand!' I scream in my head till I start to focus on his words feeling that maybe they would anchor me save me from the things I'm thinking and feeling." Shhhhh its OK sweetheart its all going to be OK I'm not rejecting you. Your mine I would sooner drink bleach before I would reject you. Its going to be OK. Oh geez I'm sorry darlin' if there was a better way I would take it I just hope you don't reject me after what I do to ya." That was all that was said till suddenly I feel myself being lifted and something smooth and hard pressed against my lips. It felt wonderful and I literally saw bright lights like fireworks going off behind my eyes I wanted so badly to deepen whatever it was but it seemed sans had the same feeling when suddenly I felt his hand on my chin pulling my mouth open and a warm sweet appendage took it upon its self to explore the inside of my mouth. The elation of the experience gave me enough strength to put my arms around him and pull him into me more when suddenly I heard a growl come from him as he gently let me go." Better doll?" Sans said with a knowing smirk. I blushed a deep red turning my head from him as I noded.

I felt relaxed but my body still ached from whatever that was. My mind reeling from those thoughts as Sans went back to playing with my hair."What was that?" I asked still blushing from that experience."Why was I in so much pain just then?" As sans looked into my eyes as his other hand traveled to my lower back sending the skin there ablaze with the gentle rubbing creating circles."You were afraid you were being rejected and it caused a reaction. It happens when a person of a mated pair decides against the mating. Its been known to kill the recipient of the rejection. I made you realize that I wasn't rejecting you the best way I knew how. To that I am sorry but I did what I had to do to save you from that. Your mine sweetheart just as much as I am yours." He said with a gentle whisper as I looked up at him.'I'm his? But I'm just a human. Right?' I felt the possessiveness of his words. Along with its gentle intentions."Sans I don't understand. I'm just a human. Why would you even want me?" My voice cam out needier then I intended it to be but it was true. The concept of it I couldn't seem to understand. Even if we are mated why would a monster ever want a human. Last I heard most monsters viewed humans as the scum of the earth things to be hated not love.But to be fair most humans saw monsters the same way.

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