4. sadness

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On a rainy day, there's nothing in the world that can make me happier than the smile on your face or your adorable laugh.

It could be the worst day, and yet you could still manage to make it better somehow; even if it is just one smile or just one laugh.

But on some rainy days, I cannot help but still be sad.

For I realize that you aren't mine, and you may never be mine.

What is the chance of a guy like you ever loving a girl like me?

You could get any girl you wanted, and you have already chosen.

And that girl wasn't me, she was everything I am not; everything I now aspire to be.

What a sad thought it is, that the thing that makes me happiest in life, isn't mine.

And now what once made me happiest
in life, now makes me sadder than I've ever been.

For I feel rejected, unwanted, and like a fool.

But even through all this sadness, I just want you to be happy.

Even if that means not being with me.

Even if that means not being with me

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