Draco and Pansy... er Hermione (Dramione)

And then this happened...

IM SO SO SORRY!! I got so busy that I forgot to update. I SWEAR that from now on I'll update more often, I'm not sure how much more often, but I'll be more on top of it! So here's the next chapter, and I made it extra long!

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It's been a month since I left the infirmary and everything's perfect. I'm just kidding, my life sucks. Ron won't talk to me, which caused Harry to choose between us, and when Ron told him everything that happened he sided with him. Ginny, however, is pissed at Ron that he would dare to hurt me, and sided with me, which means I've ruined my friendship with Harry, killed my relationship with Ron, and split up two siblings. If there is an award for ruining lives, I'm pretty sure I've put in enough hard work and effort to win it.

Whenever Draco sees me in the hallway he immediatly looks the other way and pretends I'm invisible. The only good thing he's done is keep it a secret. I'm not showing yet, and I really don't want to let anyone else know that I'm pregnant before I absolutely have to. Or.. I could camp out in the Shrieking Shack for the rest of my pregnancy, put my baby up for Wizard Adoption once it's born, and then come back to take classes pretending like I was never absent. Of course, I would take Ginny with me because she's really the only one who's stood by me this whole time. And to think, I did this all to be loyal and help my friends.

Currently, I'm over by the base of the Quidditch stands doing my homework, hidden underneath the stairs to the Gryffindor seats. Draco is always in the halls, Harry is in the common room, and Ron is in the Library flirting with Lavender Brown, so the Quidditch Pitch is the only place I feel completely alone and at peace.

And I guess I can't have happiness there either.

I was about to start up my Astronomy homework when I heard a rustle of canvas as someone walked by the outside of the stands and leaned against one of the wooden support beams. They still couldn't see me, but I could hear every word they said.

"Lavender, listen, I was trying to tell you that Hermione and I are done. Completely." So there were two people outside, and one was Ron. The one leaning against the support beam was Lavender.

"But I don't understand. You two were so in love, is it really possible that you could break up with her and a month later act as if she means nothing to you?" Lavender asked nervously and I smirked. Of course Ron isn't actually over me. This is going to sound cocky, but I can't think of another way to say it and still get my point across- Ron worshipped the ground I walked on. Yes we aren't dating anymore, but you can't just get over a love like that with no leftover feelings. Sure he's mad at me, but you can get mad sometimes at those you love, and it doesn't mean you love them any less. 

My thoughts were interrupted by Ron's response. "Of course it's possible. She's dead to me." My mouth hung open in shock at his response before what he said registered in my brain and I covered my mouth to stop my cry of pain as tears streamed down my face. I thought he would have some residual feelings, but I guess I was wrong.

"What? How?" Asked a concerned Lavender.

"She's a slut, and she cheated on me." Ron said matter-of-factly. "I couldn't stay in a relationship where I felt so hurt all the time." I could not believe the BS he was making up to make himself look all sensitive in her eyes.

"Oh you poor thing." I heard Lavender say. I could see their silhouettes against the canvas as Lavender walked over and hugged him for a minute before pulling away. "Do you know if the rumor is true, then, about her?" She just went from sympathetic to gossipy- such a girl.

"What rumor? About Hermione?" Ron asked and I began packing up my things. I wanted to know what the rumor was about, but at the same time I didn't need extra sadness if it was negative.