Can Thick Just Get a Little Love ~Treasure and Damieon Story

The Beginning of Her Story

Treasure
March 14, 2017
3:22 p.m.

To many times I wonder; do I have dreams? Do I have fairytales? I think of so many things, but I don't know if they true. I look in the mirror sometimes saying "Wow am I that ugly", "Why I'm so big". I cried myself to sleep and I done cried in my sleep. I have dreams of thinking when I'm going to be a size 3.

To everybody I am.... Nothing. Thinking that someone would want to be with a big girl.

I am Treasure Naomi Wilkins. I'm 17; I'm the kind of girl that has insecurities. My birthday is on November 18. I have one brother, but I have another older brother on my daddy side, that I never met. I still stay with my mother, I have my own money, but I'm just trying to find the right place to live. To me I hate my life. To some people they hate me and my size.

People say I'm beautiful and I don't believe it. I have wondered; why people judge you based upon your character. But this is my life, a life that Treasure Naomi Wilkins has insecurities. Time for my story.

The Story begins now

"Treasure get your fat ass up and come clean the dishes" my mother Queenie screamed.

My mother has always hated me. I don't know what for, but she thinks I'm the reason for my father leaving when I was 6 years old. After, my dad left, it just been my mom, me, and my 3 year old brother Kaden, who I'm basically raising on my own.

My mother has always been sitting on the couch drinking her sorrows away. She barely takes care of us, so the thing I had to do was to get a job.

I sighed and went downstairs and went into the crampy kitchen. We had this small apartment and everything is old and rundown.

The carpet is a dark brown carpet that was light but it has so many stains on it.

We have this small living room and the couch is old and rusty and the TV is a small box TV that my mom stole from the flea market.

The refrigerator barely works. Kaden and I share a room. We both have a small twin size bed. We share dresser that can barely fit me and his clothes in the dresser.

The only good part of this apartment is the outside. "Hurry yo fat ass up cause I need you to make the food" Queenie said as I looked through the refrigerator and no food was in there.

"And you could lose a couples of pounds yourself" she said as she laughed. I rolled my eyes, because I hear the same shit every day from her mouth.

"Yes ma'am" I said as I looked back down and went back to what I was doing.

"Oh yeah, go to the grocery store and buy me some cigarettes and some grocery" she said smoking the cigarettes that she had in her hand.

"Yes ma'am" I said as I finished the dishes and went into my room to put on some sweat pants and a long sleeve sweater.

I went over and shook Kaden carefully, since he was taking a nap. "Kaden I'm going to the grocery store, want to come" I said as he nodded his head up and down.

"Okay get up and let's put you on some clothes" I said as he sat up rubbing his eyes.

I just put him on some jeans and red t-shirt and his messed up converses.

I put on my beaten down shoes that I had since 6th grade.

I walked downstairs and seen Queenie smoking and drinking vodka. She handed me $20.

I looked at this bihh and I'm like what the hell I'm going to do with $20.

I grabbed Kaden hand and held him close to me, because these wanna be thugs always hanging around this street.

I walked down the street and just my luck here come a nigga now. "Hey lil ma you sure do got a nice ass, when you gon let me hit" he said licking his lips and I was disgust.

"When you brush your teeth, speak correct English, and when you get a damn education" I said smartly and turned back on my heels.

"Don't nobody want your ugly fat ass anyway" he said as I looked down and pulled up to the store" I grabbed everything I needed and had a couple of dollars left and decided to get Kaden a toy.

I payed for everything and went back home. I made it back home and seen my mom knocked out on the couch with her mouth wide open.

I laughed at the site and headed in the kitchen.

"Kaden go upstairs and head in our room and play with toys" I said as he ran upstairs.

Kaden always had been a quiet baby. He never really said anything unless if he have to.

He never really got excited about anything.

When I'm hurt or I'm crying he'll ask me if I'm okay and come hug me. He is the reason why I wake up in the morning.

I finished cooking dinner and headed in me and Kaden bedroom.

"Kaden you ready to eat" I said. Again he nodded his head.

I went downstairs and seen my mom still sleep, so I fixed her plate and put it in the microwave.

I fixed Kaden plate and put it in front of him as he was eating I was putting the food inside the refrigerator.

He got done eating I washed his plate and we went inside our room as he played with his toys.

"Re Re you not gon weat"(I spelled that correctly) Kaden said as I shook my head no.

I laid down and watched him play for a minute and I laid him down to take another nap since I woke him from that one.

While he was napping I was fin to take a nap to.

My second book😍💙