Can Thick Just Get a Little Love ~Treasure and Damieon Story

Why

Why did I write this book?

The reason why I wrote this book is because mostly, or partly everything in this book I have gone through. I have NOT dealt with my mother calling me names or my grandma doing suicide ( she is living well and alive) or my grandfather have raping me, but I know other people have gone through that. 1'm only 16 years old, I have dealt with people calling me names, or sometimes my "people" has called me slick fat. I have insecurities that still grow within me. I did have depression and stressing through mostly everything. People stress me to do better , people stress me to be who I am not. I want to change but sometimes I cant. I try to love myself but if I did I would be lying to myself. When people joke me about my weight of course imma take that shit to my heart. Because people think that obese people dont have feelings. However I still have not found love within me. I am a quiet, shy, and loving person, but people to dumb to realized that they would rather have a fake ass person in their face, instead of a real one. Basically the way Treasure describes herself and how she feels about herself, is how I feel about myself. I might have a smile on my face every day but I have pain behind them. I know boys like their girls skinny, light skin, and beautiful. It hurts when people call you names and when they say it sometimes you actually think it's TRUE. People treat me different just because I'm not their size or I dont look like them. Sometimes I be paranoid as hell🤣🤣🤣 thinking somebody talking about me. Thinking that somebody looking at me for what I am dressed in. I dont want anybody to love me just for the fakeness of what I have such as big booty, big thighs, big breast. But I just want somebody to love me for me. Sometimes I hate myself of how I look. But sometimes I think of damn when imma date again, cause I know it's been too long. I just wish niggas would love girls just for girls and dont care what size they are. I should want for somebody step up and tell the world as big girls matter too. We are not different we are the same just as different size. But as why I wrote this book. Ik the same pain as others. I might not been through all Treasure went through, but her emotions and cries i have, the pain. I want you to know that everyone also feel the pain about some people being different. Sometimes I feel like I'm out of place like dang am I the only big person here. But that is the reason why... I wrote this story. I did not write this story just because I wanted to, but just so people can understand that I go through things and other people go through things. I want to thank yall who supports me in this book. I could have not done it without yall. Also I want you to check out Chris and Egypt Story.... Thank Yall so Much. I hope you understands.