Im Not Scared // Mickey Milkovich

chap 16

Next day

I hear the familiar voice of mickey in the kitchen yelling on the phone

"i swear to fucking god you do that and i will come over there myself and kill you myself!" he yells

i stand up and sneak over near the kitchen and peak in to see mickey frustrated.

"no! no! don't you dare!"

he hangs up and throws the phone on the counter. he looks up and sees me so i try quickly go back to mandys room but mickey gets a hold of my arm and drags me to to his room, locking it after pushing me in.

"mickey can i just ge-" i started

"andrea what the fuck is this about! we were perfectly good then you what?! you go and ignore me?!" he cuts me off

"mickey can i just le-"

"answer the fucking question!" he throws his hand up in frustration

"stop fucking yelling then!"

"i will when you answer the god damn question!"

i push him aside and unlock the door and open the door but before i could get out, mickey closes the door and slams me against it

"stop fucking doing that!" i yelled

"fine! you wanna leave then go!"

he lets me go and i storm out and go into mandys room

"what the fuck was that about" asked mandy waking up

"nothing!" i say annoyed

"come on what is happening"

"i can't, its so hard to ignore him how can i have feelings for him and do this!"

mandy looked at me but her eyes darted behind me for a second and back to me

i turned around to see the one person i didn't want to see

"so thats why you're ignoring me huh?" he said 

"shit" i ran passed him and started going to the gallagher house. running there wasn't hard cause my mind wasn't concentrating on shit. when i got there i ran inside to see lip

"is ian here?" i asked little out of breath

"andrea what is ha-" he said walking towards me

"lip please"

"no, no he's not here"

"fuckkk"

i turned around about to leave but lip grabbed my wrist. i turned back around to face him

"im not letting you leave like this, what is happening" he said

"stuff, with people"

"elaborate more?"

"lip its hard to talk about it" i looked at him leading for him not to ask anymore

"ok yeah you can go if you want"

"thank you lip" 

i kissed his cheek and left. i started walking to the alibi and got there a few minutes later. i walked in to see only a few people there with kevin serving them

"hey andr- wow what the fuck happened" he said

he got out of the bar and walked over to me

"V!" he called

"yeah" she responded from the back

"come out here!"

she walked out, and once she saw me she ran over to me