COLOURS - CHAPTER FOURTEEN
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FOR THE FOLLOWING WEEK, BILL HUNG OUT WITH BEVERLY AND THE FOUR BOYS. eddie found out that boys were the bowers gang, that used to bully him and bill, he was confused as to why bill did that, why he would hang out with the. for a reason unknown to eddie, richie and stan ignored eddie and he had no idea why. he was basically alone, but at least beverly stopped talking to him.
eddie started to feel that lonely that he started to hang out with the 'mean girl' from their school. greta let eddie hang out with her and her friends as she had a tiny crush on the eddie, and she wanted them to get together.
'Is Eddie seriously hanging out with Greta?' Richie asked, confused.
'And why do you care? I thought you hated him.' Stan teased.
'Shut up Stan.' Richie said, pissed while walking off, Stan following after him.
Even though Eddie had people to hang out with, he felt alone. He missed having a purpose to want to live. He lost his best friend and his crush in the same day. His mother was rarely feeding him. He just needed someone to be there for him.
'Hey Eddie, I heard that Beverly and Richie went out once, I think they both deserve each other don't you think that?' One of Greta's friends asked Eddie. Sadly, Eddie still liked Richie but he wouldn't let it show, he knew that he was probably fucking someone.
'Yeah I do, they broke up but those two assholes deserve each other.' Eddie said, not caring if Richie heard or not.
For the rest of the week, Eddie hung out with them but felt empty. He thought that no one truly cared about him. He wanted to end the pain from this problem. He wanted to just dig a hole and just die. He thought that it would be better than feeling unwanted and useless.
Whenever Eddie got home after school he would take his pills, and he got more for some reason but he still took them anyways. He would have to go to his room for three hours and then have dinner at 6, which would be a piece of fruit that his mother left out for him. If he got lucky then he would get food that his mother didn't eat. Then he would have to be asleep by 7:30 or else he would get a slap and no food for the next day.
On the weekends it was worse. He was forced to stay home for both of the days and his mother got a lock on his bedroom window so he couldn't get out. His life went like this and to him, it felt like no one really gave a damn about him.
His thoughts became that bad that he rarely got any sleep. He only got noticed when he came home and his mother would comment on something like him not having enough sleep or looking like he never ate anything. Those thoughts would bounce around his head and didn't leave his mind.
Durning school when Beverly tried to pick on Eddie, Greta came up and Beverly would leave but one day something changed.
'Hey Beverly you asshole leave Eddie alone!' Greta yelled at Beverly. Eddie went to thank her but before he could say thanks she said something.
'How about you take me out on a date? Are you free tonight, I mean like it's Friday.' Greta asked Eddie.
Eddie thought about not having to deal with his mother for a while and agreed to go on the date with her.
'Sure, after school?' Eddie asked Greta.
'Yes, after school is perfect!' Greta said, while they both went to grab their stuff for the next subjects. While he was grabbing his stuff he bumped into someone that he wished that he didn't bump into.
'Hey Eddie......' Eddie heard a soft voice to talk to him. Oh fuck it's Richie.
'What do you want asshole?' Eddie asked, grabbing his books and walking off with Greta. But before he could get all of his books Richie asked him something.
'Hey Eddie..... are you free tonight?
'No and even if I was, why would I hang out with an asshole like you?' Eddie questioned the boy.
'I didn't mean to leave you alone and you look like shit and-' Richie got cut off by a pissed off Eddie.
'I already know I look like shit and now you didn't mean to leave me alone? Well go fuck your self Richie.' Eddie said, walking off to his next class so he wouldn't be late.
'But I still like you....' Richie whispered.
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AUTHORS NOTE !
this was a vent chapter when i first wrote it, just so you guys know hehe
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