7 Bangtan Princes || Completed ||

049

"Hana, where are you?" Jimin asked, calmly. "Jungkook has been calling you for a while but you never respond. International is expensive, you know."

"I left my phone while I ran errands today." I mumbled, holding my cellphone between my shoulder and my cheek as I whisked around the eggs in my pan. "I'll send him a text and see if he'll call me over Skype or something. It's too expensive for me to make a call to Japan right now."

"Ah, okay. Also, Taehyung hasn't been answering my calls either."

I switched shoulders as I picked up the pan and dumped the eggs into a bowl, placing the pan back down before speaking. "Huh, that's strange. I tried to visit him yesterday as well but he wasn't home. It seemed like he hadn't been home for a while cause I didn't hear his dog bark."

"Yeah, I went over to his house too and his dog wasn't there at all and the house was super clean."

"I wonder if he went with Jungkook?"

"Maybe... But Jungkook and Taehyung would tell us, I would think."

"Well, let's keep trying to get a hold of him. But for now, let's not freak out over anything. Taehyung tends to come and go lately."

"You seem so relaxed today, Hana." Jimin chuckled. "Not even Taehyung's disappearance phased you. I'm not picking on you either."

"I feel more relaxed today." I smiled, sprinkling salt and pepper over my eggs before sitting on my couch with the bowl in my lap. Chico joined me immediately so I had to give him a pat on the head. "I can't sulk forever, I guess. I think about things and get upset here and there but I'm trying to distract myself. Especially after the scene I caused with Hyun Ki and Yoongi's mother yesterday."

"Hm, sounds interesting." He chuckled again. "Well, I'll let you go. Let me know if you get in touch with Taehyung and make sure you text Jungkook."

"Yep, bye bye."

"Bye~"

I hung up, sent a brief text to Jungkook, and dug into my eggs. It wasn't that I had forgotten about Yoongi, cause I really haven't, but more that I've accepted things. I was going to disappear from the boys soon anyways but I had already told myself I would come back. There is no hope for us right now and I am just stuck with accepting it.

Even though it hurts not seeing him or talking to him... And remembering that he betrayed me to speed up the decision for me to leave... But I would have to learn to cope if I was going to survive this year at all.

I could just hope that he was doing okay.

I really hope he's okay.

Surely if I'm learning to cope and accept... He is too, right?

I hope.

No one deserves to hurt for such extended amounts of time.

Especially him.

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"Taehyung isn't with you?" Jin gave me a bewildered look. "Where did this fool go?"

"Yah, don't be so mean and call him a fool." I hit Jin's shoulder before letting out a small sigh. "I think he's just spending alone time. He left me a gift but told me not to open it until the contract is over."

"Aw, cute~" Jin teased before becoming serious again. "Can I talk about Yoongi?"

"This again." I sighed again. "I can't keep hearing about his life. I can't do anything and it hurts to know so why would I wish to know?"