7 Bangtan Princes || Completed ||

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"What do you mean he had another girl?" Hyun Ki gave me a strange look.

I shrugged, my heart aching but my face remaining stern. "He had another girl. What really pisses me off is the fact that he was going to actually screw her. I didn't see Yoongi as that type of person."

"What makes you think that?" Hyun Ki looked slightly alarmed now. You must be shocked. You supported us.

"Her purse items were spilled everywhere and when she stood up, she was rebuttoning her shirt." I threw my hands down on the table, my heart breaking but my eyes narrowed with anger. Two completely different emotions are taking over my body. But honestly.. I just don't know what to think. I didn't see him like this.. I thought he was fucking sad. I wasted my damn time coming out there... Only to see probably the number one reason why he wouldn't accept me. What happened to that 'I can't love myself so I won't love you' spill? Whatever you fucking liar. "He even had the nerve to say 'it isn't what it looks like'." I grunted, smirking a bit. "What a joke."

Hyun Ki's lips arced into a tiny smirk but it was gone immediately as he came over to the table with me, sitting down across from where I was standing. "You don't look hurt. I guess that's good."

"You can't see what is inside." I sighed, raking my fingers through my hair with irritation. "What a fucking good mask he had on. He's even worse than Taehyung! What a fucking joke."

"Calm down." Hyun Ki couldn't help but chuckle. "At least you know you can't trust him nor can you love him anymore. Your feelings will go away now."

"If only." I frowned. Even so.. He's still hurting. He's still suffering.. I still need to help him. I doubt a girl like her could help him. Sure, with his sexual needs, I guess.. But not his emotional needs. That's what he needs most anyways. "I'm so angry..." I clutched at my heart, my stern face fading away as the pain set in and my eyes grew glossy. "But it hurts so much, Hyun Ki... He played me.. He told me he loved me in a place where he told me that I could trust him.. He kissed me and treated me like I was a person deserving so much. He looked so.. But he had another girl the entire time."

Hyun Ki stared at me with an unreadable expression. What are you thinking? Are you mocking me? Are you pitying me? Which are you...? "Hana.. You need to get out tonight. Take your anger and your pain out on the alcohol and the people at clubs." He stood up, pointing a finger at me. "Just don't get knocked up or so help me I will kill you."

"Like I'd be someone to do that." I put on a fake smile, giggling through the pain I felt coursing through my body. I feel like I caught him cheating but we weren't even dating in the first place.. I have no right to be upset.. Or do I?

"I have to go visit somewhere with someone." He sighed. "Make sure not to send him drunk texts or try and call him. Not a good move."

"You just got here." I complained. Distract me. Be on my side.

"It's late, baby sister." He ruffled my hair and smiled. "I got my own plans. Just party it out tonight and be safe."

"Whatever.." I mumbled, watching him leave before looking over at a sleeping Chico. "I can't go out alone.."

I sat down in one of the chairs and let my head fall to the table, a pained grown escaping my lips. I can't believe any of that just happened.

But what gets me is the look in his eyes... Everything was so real and his clear intention was given.. I sat up and squinted at the table, cocking my head slightly. But his eyes showed so much pain.. So much guilt.. So much panic.

Why would he panic? Did I truly see the whole picture?

Of fucking course I did. What else would it be?