I haven't updated this book/diary in a few days. I wanted to, I just was really busy with all the activities surrounding Thanksgiving. These activities are generally known as eating and spending time with your family. The problem for me is that I am not a very happy person in general. I try to pretend to be be cheerful so that I don't bring other people down, but it's really exhausting. I just needed to go to sleep. I am tired of smiling.
Of course, having lots of homework doesn't help. I'm happy and sad that I have homework. One one hand, I have to work, but I also can use my homework as an excuse for leaving events early. I know it's not healthy to avoid my problems, but right now, that is the least of my worries.
I go to sleep really late because I'm so anxious, and I'm tired when I wake up. This week has been miserable, but I'm hoping next week will be better.
Anyways, I hope you guys had a great Thanksging break, or even if you didn't get a beak, I hope you had a great few days. Sorry this is so short.
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