me taking lots of alone time seems to benefit me. my friends would probably ask to go places that jack wouldn't be found as an excuse to go
out. me enjoying myself seemed to be more
beneficial.today i decided to play around with my camera. i wanted to try some new shots with ideas i came up with and ones i passed online.
i walked to a greenhouse that was connected to a grocery store. it was four miles, but i enjoyed it. the music ringing in my ears brought a smile to my face.
i always kept one bud in my ear and one out of the other because i would still like to hear my surroundings. you know, cars backing out of driveways and such.
four miles isn't that long. taking an hour walk is nice. it gives me time to think, like how jack reacted once he heard my name from his mother. i wonder if he went to the library to see if i would be there or if he stayed home "sick" to avoid it.
thinking of it, i knew i didn't want to talk to my soulmate and see all colors in a library. i wanted to be outside, where thousands of colors seemingly played a role in detail. sadie
often described libraries as "dull," which was basically what i see except for a few colors. i would hate to be in a library with eyes that saw color.the greenhouse was a remarkable place, with leaves and petals flourishing everywhere. it would have been better with colors visible, as sadie also described flowers being the most vibrant object in the world to look at.
only some flowers stuck out. it was like a black and white painting with several flowers painted uniquely. yellow was a good word. it described my feelings; happiness and wonder.
red described deeper emotions, like love and anger. orange was a calm color, not as bright and happy as yellow, but not cool enough to make it a sad tone.
i knelt down to take a picture of leaves with a light that left them looking more beautiful than others, but i heard a gasp.
i stood up straight in response and eyed the boy across the plant.
everything around me shifted, another color appearing. it replaced the dark greys with a new color that lit up the whole room. possibly green, because it is called a greenhouse, after all.
i didn't bother to call his name. it would creep him out and he would leave anyways. i only whispered to myself, "do you see the color lighting up the room?"
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Colors ~ Fack AU
Fanfiction~ completed ~ your whole world fills with color when you meet the love of your life. finn wolfhard is a 17 year old boy searching for his purpose when a sudden burst brings color into his life. started: november 11th, 2017