My Killer Friend

Chapter III - Agustina Vs. Julie

Agustina's POV

"Stop it, Agustina." Julie said, the voice was obviously scared and slurred

I barely heard Julie talk, and it's really a miracle that she had the guts now to stop me. I know what I am exactly doing. To be honest, I saw my old self in Julie, and I know she had hit me in my ego. Before, I couldn't speak for myself, she just did what I didn't do for myself. I walked away from the scene without addressing any of them. Before I leave the cafeteria, I throw down my plate in an open trash bin. I walked so fast, like I was running from something, from my past that hunts me down. I went to the back gate of our school and went out. I reached the river, under the railroad to calm myself out. There wasn't a cloud in the blue sky. Like yesterday, like me, like my past, like I am just empty...

I see myself to Julie, I hated her, I had never like her. She was bullied a lot. I was bullied a lot before, when I was in grade school. So I changed myself, when I first step here in high school. I never really cared for someone. I remember my freshmen days, I was bored and I saw Julie sitting alone, I grabbed her hand and invite her to join me cut class. Well I know she would say no, but who is she to say no at me, who would dare to say no at me, you wouldn't want to know my consequences saying no to me. Her hands were trembling as we run outside our room. We reached the school's fence and climbed up.

"W-where are we g-going?" her voice was shaking

"You wouldn't want to know either" I replied and pushed her down the other side, she fell down and hissed in pain, her knees were bleeding.

"That doesn't even look painful, that's only hideous." I jumped over and offered my hand, I saw her eyes deeply thinking if she should grab it or not, but then she grabbed my hand and I pushed her again.

"Learn to stand on your own." I said

"Come, follow me." I added

That time, I was the one giving her hint, giving her f*cking advice, maybe she got my word after four years.

We reached my place, we sat there in the grass, my first spot, where I am also exactly sitting right now. A place under the railroad, a bit far from school, from other shits, free to smoke, this is a noisy spot because it's near the rail. There's also the river. Julie's so quiet. She didn't mind talking at all that time. I hand her a cigarette.

"Take it" I said

"I-I can't smoke, It's d-dangerous."  she replied

"I know, but it couldn't be so that dangerous if you didn't light them. It's just a paper with tobacco inside. You can just bite that thing outside, but don't eat the whole of course." I smirk

"W-why are you d-doing this t-to me?" she questioned

"Gladly you asked, don't know either." I lighted my cigarette.

Julie looked at her wounded knees, "Does it still hurt?" I asked

"No, N-not at all." she replied and bite the cigarette with her lips that I gave her

"Good, but it should. At least you've felt pain aside from those depression thingy. That's why I pushed you. To lessen the pain there in your mind and heart." I pin point both her mind and heart

"H-how come?!" She higher her voice to me,

I heaved, "How come you didn't know? Sometimes running away means you're headed in exact right direction. Absolutely literally obvious and sarcastic, mygosh. It's not so deep." I said

I realized, I should have said that to myself before...

"A-are you trying to b-befriend me?" She asked

"Of course not. What I'm trying to say is Fight. Your wound can't be seen on your body, I know it's deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds. That thing in your knees were not the problem. It's yourself. I told you. It's hard, I got you wounded because I want you to realize and learn to stand on your own."

"Y-you mean t-take over my bullies?" Julie said, brows quirked

"Exactly." I replied

"How?"

"Your problem, not mine." I stood up

"Where are you going? Are you helping me? Why are you saying this to me? Do you pity me? I-"

I paused in a moment "I'm meeting someone." then I started walking

"Can I come?" she asked

"No."

"Thanks for the cigarette, see you tomorrow, I know you want me to be your friend! It's okay! I'm supe-"

"Shut up."

The scene vanished like a smoke flew with the wind.

I can't withhold what people says about me. Spoiled, bastard, rude, rough and tumbled, mean, bitch, a very dangerous woman. Those aforementioned I guess we're all true!! I'm sure you don't want to know my whole life story. I wasted my 13 years of being good, but nothing happened. I wanted changes, and this was it. I never had friends, I was alone, but I have the power, people frightened me like a monster.

I heard the train coming

"F*CK THE WORLD!!!!!" I screamed loud as I pull out both of my middle fingers up as the train passed by above me

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Author's Note

Thank you for reading! I would like to post the fourth chapter. The beginning of mystery, if I got gain lots of reads!! So help me. Jebaal 😭