My parent is not a parent.
I have no parents.
My parent is so worried about if he's going to die alone or not.
He does not care about me.
I don't have a mother to cry to.
I don't want to be the object that holds my father's pieces together.
I don't want to be strong anymore.
I want to stop "living" and breathing.
I want to be buried in the ground.
I don't want to be anyone's voice anymore, but my own.
I'm not my own voice, but I am my own thoughts.
I'm scared of myself.
