To You--
•For a friend, Josh Ahlberg (09/21/17). And my mother, Uryania Marshall (10/20/15). Forever in my heart, the both of you.•
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Homicide
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Suicide
From all the people that have died, a friend, a mother, is there really a heaven or hell?
Or is it this bottomless pit that consumes your body,
The suffocating dirt to keep you hidden from the changing world around you.
I want to know.
Is there a God, with open arms, waiting for you in the myths of a Heaven?
Or Satan, with piercing black eyes, waiting to cast you in a flame of sin?
It's killing me, the secrecy.
I wish that anyone were still alive to answer my questions.
Those who have seen what is beyond the ground we walk on and take for granted.
Tell me, for God has not spoken to me. He has not answered to my questions.
When I die, will it be a bottomless pit,
A heaven that welcomes me with angelic voices,
A hell with maniacal laughter?
I want to know.
I need to know.
This is something I can't fathom in my own mind.
Tell me, please.
