Chapter 9:
I sat there at the long wooden table shoving my food down my throat which my brothers stared at with both amazement and horror.
"What." I snapped with my mouth full of food.
"I don't know whether to amused by this or disgusted." Sam answers with a concerned look.
"Ugh! Can I just go, I've got a ton of homework to do." I lie smoothly.
"Go on, Wouldn't want you failing school now." Sam said.
I dismised myself from the table and raced upstairs, making sure my door was locked before I grabbed the mysterious note.
Holding the folded piece of paper I started to unravel it revealing a letter addressed to me.
'Dear Celina,
I know your little secret, about what you did to Tony last year..... Now the past is coming to haunt you and I'm going to make your life a living hell.
From yours dearest R xx'
'Lilly you there?' I asked trying to hold back a sob.
'Yes Celina. I'm here.' she sighed sadly.
'They know.' I whispered before completely blacking out.
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"Celina! Celina!" I can hear his screams echoing across the hall. His footsteps getting louder as he got closer to the bathroom door. He's shouting at me to open the door, to talk to him, to put the gun down and exit the room but it was too late, I was a goner already. I had cut so deep that I could feel my head spining, My world was coming to its end and this was my last shallow breaths of air. Its ironic really, how I would choose to kill myself on the annversary of my mothers death, it's funny how life works sometimes.
I heard a bang and turned around slowly see the door's remains scattered on the floor and my Alpha Tony standing there, panting as he gave a pained expression.
"Why?" He breathed, His breath fogging up the cold crisp air.
"It hurts too much, I ca..can't live like this anymore! He hates me! " I cried.
"He's just upset with himself that he couldnt save her." He tried to reason but I was listening, It's my fault that she's dead, I can't carry that burden anymore.
"No one loves me!" I shouted, I raised the gun up to my head.
"CELINA NO!" He ran straight into me, pushing me to the ground, my fingers tightening around the trigger.
BANG
I suddenly rose up from my sleeping position panting and sweating, discovering it was early morning and not even the birds were up yet.
I grabbed my towel off the door and slipped into the shower to wash off.
The steamy hot water trickled on down my head as I sat on the floor of the shower, running my fingers across my wrist, following the bumpy lines of my old scars. I hate that awful memory, I promised myself that I would never harm again, never think badly of myself, Find the positives and forget all about it, like it never happened. Unfortunately someone found out, someone knows my dirty little secret.
"Celina!" I turned to face Eva.
"Wow you look horrible, no affence hun but it looks like you haven't slept in decades." She gave me a curious look.
"I'm fine, just didnt sleep very well." I replied with a smile.
"Okay if you say so, Well I gotta run, see you at morning tea." She waved, running into the crowd of people gathered around the school entrance. I sighed slowly doing the same, dragging my feet as I go.
'This is gonna be a long day Lilly'
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