Jungkook POV
It was the last day of Adeline's trip and I've called her almost every single day. I was getting ready to call her pacing around my room. "Jungkook!" I heard Yoongi shout. I groaned, grabbing my phone from my bed, heading over to Yoongi's room. I entered standing in the door frame. His room looked really clean, which was surprising and unusual for him. "What did you want Yoongi Hyung?" He looked up from his computer smiling at me.
"Jungkook, I was wonder-" My ring tone rang signalling that Adeline was calling. "Hyung, hold on for a second." I was about rush out when he stopped me. "Who is it?" I froze in place not knowing whether I should answer or not. "It's her isn't it?" I felt my whole body lose its temperature and I felt cold. How was he able to transmit how he felt onto me so quickly? "Hyung, no-" I heard him chuckle but he it was his usual cocky chuckle it was such a heartwrenching chuckle and it resonated in my ears for a while making it sink in. I was a terrible person. I knew he liked her but I still went on. I stood there, my back facing him letting the phone ring.
The ringing ended and I slowly made my way out heading back into my room. I felt so terrible, it was undescribable. I felt like I was ruining his life by being my usual self. Why do I always do this? I decided to call back and she answered immediately. "Hey, Jungkook I'm back! Well, I wasn't really gone but you know what I mean haha." I keep quiet and an awkward silence was felt. "Anyways, would you and Yoongi like to go grab some ice cream?" My breath hitched at the thought but I just hummed. "Hey Jungkook, you okay?" I felt my throat tighten as my eyes began to water. Why did I felt so sad? "Su-re." I cracked out. "Jungkook you are not okay, I'm coming over!" I was about to protest but she hung up.
I threw my phone letting the tears fall. "Shit!" I shouted as I slowly let myself fall on my knees like in save me. "Jungkook! What's wrong?" Jin hyung came rushing to my side. "Jin hyung I feel so sad and terrible." I whispered to him. "Yoongi get in here now!" Yoongi came in with puffy eyes. "Why are you crying?" He asked coldly. I shrugged my shoulders as more tears fell from my eyes. "I really don't know." He chuckled dryly before kneeling down to my face smiling. "I know why! You've finally realised what a piece of shit you are!" He screamed at me. His eyes were as cold as metal cutting me directly through my delicate soul. The house was silent, not even the outside world was heard. It felt like the world was watching us, as if we were in a K-drama or something.
Yoongi Hyung didn't even look away, his expression holding no regret from what he said. After a few minutes, I felt my face crumble and I started to sob in my hands. Yoongi hyung stood up dusting his pants before leaving. He slammed the front door louder leaving me in Jin hyung's care. "That wasn't very nice was it." He whispered. I nodded standing up from the ground throwing myself on my bed. "Could I be alone Jin hyung?" He nodded leaving closing the door.
"What have I done?" I asked myself. The whole morning was so weird for me. I felt so so bad and just couldn't figure out why it hit me so hard. I totally forgot that Adeline was suppose to come. I heard a faint knock on my door and saw V entering along with Jimin. "Hey." They said. I grumbled pulling myself into a ball. "We heard- Well I think everybody heard what Yoongi said." I grumbled even more just wanting to be alone.
"Don't take it to heart buddy."
