𝙙𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙮 𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙚𝙨 | 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚

01; hate

It's been a couple weeks since Sadie came. She's horrible I hate her. She's rude to everyone. She pushes me around in the halls, she steals my homework and copy's it down. Even worse she spreads rumors. She told everyone that I was gay for her. All because I was sarcastic to her. She made my life turn to shit. "Move it" Sadie huffs as she slams me into a locker walking to her next class. No one seems to notice. No one ever does. I walk to my next class and lucky me it's with Sadie. I slowly walk over to my desk which is next to Sadie in the very back. I pull out my binder slowly. Setting it on my desk I look over to see her burning holes in my head.

"Can I help you?" I say whispering. She huffs and shakes her head. Turning her attention to the front of the class. I slightly chuckle shaking my head. She quickly turns her attention to me. "Stop that you sound crazy" she says furrowing her eyebrows. It's true I do. "Why should it bother you, pay attention dipshit" I say sassily, instantly regretting it. At that moment I was tempted to plead for forgiveness maybe even curl in a ball and cry,Her face gets red with anger. She grips my leg again like the first time she got mad at me. "Who do you think you are?" She says threw gritted teeth. "A person" shit. It just came out. Like word vomit. She removes her hand from my leg and chuckles I'm slightly confused but scared is she going to kill me after class

:after class:

I walk the halls searching for Sadie, scared she is going to kill me right in the middle of this here hallway. Now that I think of it why is she always so angry? Does she have Home problems? Anger issues? Just as I was about to continue my thoughts, I get yanked into the janitors closet. I look around the dark room. Panicking I try to find the light. I have always been afraid of the dark. It makes me feel alone and like everything's closing in on you. The light gets turned on. I am then met with the blue eyes of Sadie sink.

"Who the fuck do you think you are talking to me like that?" She whisper yells anger obviously lacing threw her voice. "Standing up for myself, you always push me around and I'm tired of it" I try to keep my voice down so no one will catch us. "What are you going to do kill me?!" I whisper yell. She smirks and steps closer and closer. Our body's are nearly touching. I can't move it's like my body won't let me. "Worse" she whispers in a low voice.

That's when our lips connect. Lightly. She grips my hips, slowly I bring one hand to her waste and the other to cup her cheek. I feel ashamed. I don't know what to do. What if she tells people. We break apart gasping for air. Once we get our air, she connects our lips more forcefully. She backs me up against the wall. I know this should feel wrong, but it doesn't. I can't help but let her do all this to me. I hate her. Right?