𝙙𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙮 𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙚𝙨 | 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚

04; Apologies

I can't stop thinking about the girl that has ruined my life. She is everywhere. She is in almost all of my classes. She goes into my favorite everyday. And he goes to the park. Which is one of my favorite places. That's where I try to clear my mind but every time I go there she is there. She ruined me and my very low reputation. At least I was considered normal now I'm a freak. The bottom of the school reputation chain. I wish she would just leave. But than I would miss her. Why do I do this to myself.

I'm on my way to my next class when I get yanked into the janitors closet. Again. The light was on this time thankfully. I turn to to see the girl that ruined me life. But yet made it better somehow. "Hey" She shamefully said. I say nothing back nor do I feel the need to. Looking at her made a new found anger boil in my blood. "Look I know your mad but..." she hesitantly continues "but I just wanna say sorry. It was wrong for me to spread the rumor when I obviously kissed you" her head hangs low while I'm taken back.

I decided to play. I huff crossing my arms. She looks up finally and has a hurt look on her face but then it's replaced with anger "what the fuck why are you still mad?! I never even tried to apologize to people! You should feel special" she yells. I shake my head chuckling. I look away still a little anger. She pushes me against the wall forcefully keeping me there. "Accept my apologie" she growls threw gritted teeth. "Ha ok how about no" just when I thought it wasn't possible she gets angrier. She pushes me hard against the wall. Her hands gripping my wrist. "Ow your hurting me" I squeal. She had a hard grip. I almost thought she had titanium replacing her hands. "Please" I whimper out. She lets go. I gasp for air. My wrist hurt. Bad. She looks at me stunned. Her eyes go wide "I'm so sorry" she cries out. "Save it" I yell at her. I carefully get my things. I run out tears running down my face like a waterfall. Is it bad that even after that I'm still in love with her? Maybe.

Sadie:

I fucked up. I hurt the girl I was in love with. I still am. God I have issues. My intentions where to say I'm sorry and say I love you. She'll never love me now.

(A/N: 445 words I'm impressed with myself!)

my mind reading back this A/N: why tf are you impressed?