You admit your love to him but he doesn't love you back
I look at bill, he smiles as the sunlight hits his face.
The losers and I were hanging by the quarry and skipping rocks in the water.
"Hey Eddie catch this one for me." Richie says throwing a rock at Eddie's stomach.
Eddie howls over in pain, I rush over to him as well as Ben.
"I swear to god Richie I'm going to fuc-" Eddie begins but then starts wheezing.
I grab his inhaler out of his bag and pass it to him.
He breathes in and out into the inhaler and finally begins breathing normally.
"Richie that wasn't cool." I say patting Eddie on the back.
"You should have seen the look on his face!" Richie says laughing.
"His face was like someone had stolen his balls, oh wait that already happened." Richie says raising his hand to high five Stan.
But instead Stan slapped his hand away and slapped Richie on the back.
Eddie groans as I help him up.
"Thanks Y/N." Eddie says smiling.
Mike and Ben talk sense into Richie and Bully him for his actions against Eddie.
(Lmao I don't know what I just said)
Bill sits down next to me, my heart flutters.
I Remember when I first met him, he was so shy.
I was a confident girl, ready to start a conversation.
Which I did, I made first conversation with him.
We talked about our similarities and differences and how we both loved this specific chocolate.
I still remember it like it was yesterday, he gave me a piece of the white Swiss chocolate and I loved it.
That's the day I fell in love with him.
"Hey bill, want to come over and skip a few rocks with me?" Beverly says resting a hand out for Bill to take.
Bill blushes and takes her hand.
I feel my heart drop into the pit of my stomach.
Beverly grabs a white rock and throws it.
"I-I'm n-not s-s-sure th-that's h-how your Su-supposed to throw it." Bill laughs taking Beverley's hand and putting his over hers.
He wrapped the other arm around her waist and they through the rock.
"Your a good teacher!" Beverly laughs.
"Y-your a-a g-good l-learner." Bill says, his face inches from hers.
I could feel myself draining from my head.
"Are you ok?" Stan asks.
"It looks like the colour from your face was drained from you." He says patting me on the back.
I smile a small smile.
"It's nothing." I say.
He looks at me then at Bill.
"It's bill isn't it?" He says.
I nod.
"I can help, you can give him something sentimental to the both of you. Like if I met someone I really liked I would give them something that meant something to us like a flower or something that means where we first met." Stan says.
Then it hit me.
"I've got it! Thanks Stan." I say hugging him as he hugs me back.
Bill talks to Beverly for a bit then he walks up the hill.
"Hey bill can we talk?" I ask.
"S-sure Y/N." he says sitting down away from the rest of the losers.
"Hey, do you remember when we first met?" I ask reaching into my bag.
"Y-Yeah, y-you were S-so nice to m-me and w-we both found o-out w-we had so m-much in c-common." Bill laughs.
"Yeah, do you remember that piece of chocolate you gave me? And then we shared half the bar? I ask.
"Yeah, th-that w-was s-such g-good chocolate. I-I can't f-find it anymore th-though." Bill says.
"Well I have some, right here." I shall pulling out the chocolate.
"Y/N! Th-thank y-you s-so s-so m-much." Bill says unravelling the chocolate.
I smile as he breaks off a piece for me.
"H-here" he says smiling handing me a piece.
We then heard thunder coming from the sky.
I knew I wanted to tell him, and it was now.
"Bill can I tell you a secret? Because your my best friend?" I ask.
"S-sure!" He says biting into the chocolate.
"I-I'm in love with my best friend." I say to him.
Silence fills the forest.
"Y/N..." he says.
My heart pounds faster and faster.
"I'm S-sorry." He says resting the chocolate on the log near me.
"It's just, I don't like you like that. I-I'm sorry it's just I'm in love with someone else." He says.
My heart drops.
Tears well up in my eyes.
"Ok." I say getting up.
"Y/N?" He asks.
"I can't bill." I say.
I walk down to the quarry to get my bike.
"Y/N wait!" Bill shouts.
"Y/N?" Stan says.
I didn't grab my bike, I just ran.
Ran away from everything.
Ran away from my fears
Ran away from my friends
Ran away from the boy I loved
But let's change that's because it isn't loved
It's love
