Jungkook sighed deeply. The last few days were a torture for him. They were preparing for the next comeback, and they had to practice harder than before to show a flawless new performance. There's some new hard moves that they had never tried before, and ended up practicing almost all day to perfect the move.
They didn't mean to lose any weight, but all the hard practice made them get skinnier than before. Jungkook was the worst. His weight dropped the most, starting to worrying his hyungs and their manager. He didn't mean it though. He ate a lot of food and stop going to the gym to stop the weight drop, but still failed.
Jungkook curled up in a ball on his bed. He went to bed since two hours ago, but he couldn't sleep. He talked to his mother before he went to sleep, thinking that he would stop missing his mother after talking to her, but he was wrong. He missed his mother more than before, and he was craving for some motherly love. All the stress and hard practice were getting into him, and it was only made his situation worse.
A tear escaped his eyes as he tightened the blanket around him. He sobbed silently, trying so hard to sleep but failed. His mind was wide awake.
He got off from his bed and went out to the kitchen to get some water. He stood in front of the stove, drinking the cold water from the fridge, sniffling and wiping his nose with his finger. Looking around the room, his eyes fell to the pink Mario apron that hanging on the wall near the stove. It belongs to Seokjin. He smiled a little as he remembered the red apron that his mother always wear whenever she made something in the kitchen.
Somehow, his mind started to picturing Seokjin. Despite all the old man jokes and the childish behaviour of his oldest hyung, Seokjin was also a mother figure of the group. He took care of them really well, always made sure that all of the members eat healthy food three times a day, scolded them when they did something wrong and stupid, and knew when he has to turn into a warm, calm, wise and clever oldest hyung.
Maybe it was the craving of the motherly love or he just simply didn't want to sleep alone tonight, Jungkook made his way to Seokjin and Yoongi's room. He stood in front of the door, hesitating to go inside, but finally was brave enough to open the door.
He went in silently, and closed the door behind him. He met with a sleeping Yoongi, before turning around and walk to Seokjin's side of the room.
His oldest hyung was sleeping peacefully on his bed, and the younger had to stop himself from jumping onto the bed and snuggling closer to the oldest. He sat on the edge of the bed, his feet bounced up and down as he was thinking on how to lay down beside Seokjin without waking him up. He was thinking so hard that didn't realise the movement he made from bouncing his feet started to wake Seokjin up.
He felt the bed shift, and a deep sigh could be hear. Jungkook internally cursed himself for waking his hyung up.
"Kookie-ah?" Seokjin raspy voice went through his ears. He squinted his eyes when Seokjin turned on his bedside lamp, and sat up.
"Kookie-ah, what's wrong?" Seokjin rubbed Jungkook's back softly. The younger sighed, and turned his head towards Seokjin, but avoided the eye contact.
"I...uh...I miss my mom," he managed to let those words out. Seokjin smiled a little, and ruffling the younger's hair fondly.
"You want to sleep here?"
Jungkook nodded his head, feeling relief that he didn't need to ask first. Seokjin moved to make a room for Jungkook, and opened his blanket. Jungkook laid down, and let Seokjin dropped and pulled the blanket to both of their shoulders.
Seokjin laid on his side facing Jungkook, and he let one of his hands stroking his maknae's hair. Jungkook stared at the ceiling, feeling a bit calm with the soft and slow stroke in his head.
"You okay?" Seokjin asked him softly, pulling his hand from Jungkook's hair to rub Jungkook's chest softly. He knew Jungkook love it. Just like Hoseok, a soft and slow stroke on their head or a soft rub on their chest will make them feel relax and help them sleep.
"A bit," Jungkook answered him. Seokjin smiled softly, and propped up on his arms to give a soft kiss on Jungkook's forehead.
The kiss made tears gather in Jungkook's eyes. A tear rolled down his cheek, followed by another and another.
Seokjin's heart sank. It was rare for Jungkook to cry, and the sight in front of him just breaking his heart even more.
Seokjin wiped the younger's tears away, "you miss your mom so bad, don't you?"
Jungkook nodded his head and shut his eyes tightly, trying to stop himself from crying even more. Seokjin pulled Jungkook so now the younger is facing him, and placed Jungkook's head on his upper arm, before hugging his maknae tightly. Jungkook buried his face on Seokjin's chest, crying and sobbing silently.
The older rubbed Jungkook's back and stroked his head softly, letting the younger cry into his chest. He felt bad for the younger who had to leave his house and family in such a young age to pursue his dreams, and barely got enough time to meet them after they get famous. He knew how often Jungkook feel homesick but tried not to show it in front of his hyungs, so Seokjin was secretly trying to cheer him up, like making a Busan food for their lunch and dinner, or constantly ruffling the younger's hair everytime he walks pass the younger. So, to say that Seokjin was beyond relief when Jungkook came to him and admitted that he miss his mother were something that could be expected. He really wanted Jungkook to open up to them, at least one of them when he felt down, tired or homesick, but the stubborn boy was kept on hiding his sadness and put his hyungs' problem first.
"H-hyung."
"Yeah?"
Jungkook looked up to met his hyung's eyes, and smiled a little.
"Thank you," he whispered softly. Seokjin smiled, and leaned down to give a soft kiss on Jungkook's forehead.
"Anything for you, Kookie-ah," Seokjin answered him, and tightened his hug around Jungkook as the younger snuggled closer to him.
Seokjin didn't realise that he was saying his thought out, loud enough for the younger to hear it, and Jungkook felt a lot better after hearing his hyung's thoughts. He was still missing his mother, but Seokjin's caring and loving side made him a lot better. It was just adding the reason why he love and made his hyungs as his number one priority, and it wasn't something new to know that he loves his hyungs so much.
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