10 : I Should've been Suffering Alone || HopeKook

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⚠️TW: Blood, violence, strong language⚠️

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He knew he shouldn't be there. He knew he had to let his hyung do whatever he want. He knew he had no right to jump into his hyung's problem. He knew it. He knew it all.

But he couldn't stop. There's something that clearly bothering his hyung, to the point that the usual positive, bright, golden halo that covered his hyung's body was gone.

He found Hoseok tip toed to the front door in the middle of the night. It was lucky that he got thirsty and went to the kitchen, so he could find the rapper sneakily went outside. Running to his room with light footstep, he internally sighed in relief because he didn't have any roommate, so no one would wake up because of his frantic movement to get his Jacket and phone.

He went outside the dorm and walked to the elevator, pressing the button. He got to the lobby in no time and went outside. He looked around until his eyes landed on the figure walking down the street across their apartment building. He ran there, before walking slowly to keep his distance with the rapper.

The rapper took a turn and went inside an alley. Jungkook followed him, didn't have to keep a safe distance anymore since the alley was too dark, he just had to keep his footstep light. Then, a door was being open by his hyung and he went inside. Jungkook jogged to the door and opened it, watching as his hyung walked down the hallway before went down on the stair. He jogged to the stairs, waiting until his hyung arrived at the bottom before going down himself.

Reaching the bottom, he saw his hyung went inside a room in the end of the hallway. He jogged towards the door, questions running inside his mind. What would his hyung do in that place? Why did he has to be sneaky? And why did he need to hide his face? Jungkook just noticed that his hyung wearing a cap and a black mask when the older's side facing him while opening the door.

Without doubt, he turned the knob and opened it. Walking into the room, the loud music and bass filled his ears. Wincing slightly at the sudden loud noise, he noticed that it was an underground rapper's battle field. He was surprised and scared to say the least, he wasn't expecting it. He didn't hear any sound coming from that room when he was outside, so he was really surprised. But he did realise that the weird thump that shook his inside when he was outside the room was coming from the loud bass.

He could see the rapper stepped into the battle arena in the middle of the room, the other rappers and audience move closer in a circle. Hoseok lowered his cap, covering half of his face and pulled his hoodie over his head. He snatched the microphone from the loser from the previous round before walking towards the middle, pulling his mask down a bit to uncover his mouth.

He spat the words, full of anger and distress. His hands moved around in a wild gesture, expressing every words, stepping back and forth in front of his rival. Curse words were being thrown, negative words, filthy words, everything. Jungkook felt like he could see a dark crimson halo covering his hyung's body, like it was made up of pressures, anger, agony, distress, and all the negativity that his hyung had been holding inside his skinny body.

The crowd went wild when Hoseok throwing adult-rated words, cursing people nowadays for setting high standards and judging their place in the society, cursing the government for torturing the students in school,  cursing parents for cutting their children dreams just to please them, cursing idol's life for having no privacy, cursing the entertainment agencies for pushing their idol beyond their limits, cursing the fans for demanding their idols to do something that they want just to please and entertain them, cursing the haters for underestimating and spreading false rumour about the idols they hate. He rapped his heart out, letting all of his problems and thoughts go, freeing himself for all the depressing shit that had been torturing him, and to say that Jungkook was surprised and scared was underestimated.

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