❝i knew it when i met him, i loved him when i left him.❞
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EVER since i had gotten that envelope from astaire, i'd been having an internal battle. i only had a few days left until i had to send in my reply so i was really feeling the pressure.
ordinarily, i wouldn't have even thought twice before accepting the offer from astaire. but something was holding me back and i knew well what that something was. or rather, someone.
min yoongi.
although we hadn't defined our relationship and things had been awkward between us, i was certain of how i felt about him.
he was the reason i was feeling so conflicted. i felt strange leaving when we had so much just hanging in the air.
it was weird that i was willing to give up what i would call my dream for him. did i really feel that strongly about him?
the fact that i was reconsidering a guaranteed future because i couldn't quite bring myself to leave a boy made me question what my priorities were.
no matter what they were, i had to make a decision sooner or later. and it was the former.
