(Aoyama X reader) Competitive love

Past...

Days had passed and l hadn't been sleeping due to remembering the past. I've done my best to keep myself form thinking my emotions. I had been drinking coffee more then 1 cup and play soccer a lot. I haven't gotten into good friendships with the girls team but they seem friendly. I had given my number to Aoyama so I decided to text him.

(Y/n): Hey you there...
Aoyama: Yea what's up :)
(Y/n): What are you doing?
Aoyama: Cleaning the bathtub nothing new.
(Y/n): Honestly I feel like if I went to your house to clean there would be nothing to clean. XD
Aoyama: That's not true there are some areas that are dirty.
(Y/n): Like what?
Aoyama: Like you. :)
(Y/n): That's mean I ain't dirty at all I know how to clean. (-_-)
(Y/n): Well you should get some sleep, I wouldn't want to keep you awake.
Aoyama: Oh ok then good night and sweet dreams!!! :)
(Y/n): You too.

I put my phone down and stared at the ceiling just wondering. I went on my laptop and I decided to delete somethings like useless photos, videos. I came across a file and it was named J I started to think of when I made this file but couldn't recall anything. I open the file and it was a picture of me and Joseline. It was us when we first joined our soccer team. We both had huge smiles on our faces with our hair up. There was a video next to it which I clicked and it started to play. I was our first game.

Me and Joseline were forward and Joseline passsed the ball to me and I started to take it all the way. I passed it to Joseline and then someone bodied her out of the way. The other team took the ball to the other side of the field but one of our defenses named Kimberly took it away from the player and passed it to Joseline. She passed it to me and I shoot a curved ball and scored a goal. The team came in for a hug and smiled. It felt weird but I felt like I belong somewhere for once. The video ended and for the first time a single tear rolled down my cheek. I turned around and went to bed. That was the first goal I ever made.

~Flashback~
We were heading off to the championship game and my aunt was driving. Then we were almost there until the worst happened. We didn't see the truck going at full speed.

BAM!!!!!!

Everything turned fuzzy and painful. I got up to see our truck in ruins and beaten. I panicked and look around for Joseline or the other members that I loved. I turned my head to the right not to only find her body lifeless on the floor. I close my (E/c) hoping it was just my mind creating a bad image in my head. I opened them in a split second running as fast as I ever can, running faster then I thought I could run.

"JOSELINE!!!!!!!"

I screamed louder then I could. I was running like I was saving my life. Well, technically I was...She was. She was my life, the only person I had. The only one who understand me when no one else did. After what had felt an eternity I kneeled down next to her carrying her limp body pulling it closer to mine.
"Come on Jos you can do it just breathe. Please don't die on me. We're bestfriends, remember we promised to go to Japan one day... to see the Sakura trees. To look at the castles."I said with a whimper. "So don't you dare leave me here alone. Don't you dare quit on me. Please I beg you. You were a sister to me please I don't know what I do without you"I looked at her opening her eyes. Her brown eyes... the ones that I love. "I don't think I have time left (Y/n)..."Joseline said with pain. "NO Don't say that!!!" I screamed. She grabs my hand and gives me a ring. It was our sister ring. "Goodbye (Y/n)... I'll will watch o-ver y-ou I prom-ise."she said as her voice fades away. Her hand loosened grip on mine.

"J-Jos... Hey stop playing games. This isn't funny. Jos please...please wake up. I beg of you Please!!"I screamed. I let go of her realizing that she's gone. I look around at the other members but the same thing happened. I stood quiet...my (H/c) cover my eyes. The ambulance came and took us to the hospital. That's when they declared the girls passed away and me and my aunt were the only ones that survived.

Days later I refused to make friends and also to not play soccer. I always stayed locked in my room to avoid contact to anyone. I never talk to anybody, I became a cold icy person. I was once soft as water...now I'm ice cold.

~Flashback end~
I stayed on my bed and fell asleep uncomfortably. The next day after school there was a surprise game.

The game was going good it was 1-1 but then the other schools team captain shout another it was now 1-2. The dude was weird he kept one picking up his shirt to show off his abs. I wanted to stay for the game but looking at how the boys team talk to each other made me miss them. My team. A girl named Gotou was an assistant to the boys team. She is a nice girl and really pretty. She came walking towards but I was in my thoughts. "(Y/n) what's wrong you seem to be looking a bit dead" she said in kind words trying not to make it sound rude. "I'm ok thank you" I said sternly. She shook her head and left and the game started. I looked at them intently the other team scored a goal and the other team was looking at Aoyama like they were mocking his team. They kept on scoring until it went to 1-5. Then they were going to score but then Aoyama came in and took the ball away. The team try to catch up to him but he was to quick, he kept on breaking ankle on other players and he scored a goal. The team kept on scoring until it was 5-5. Then Aoyama scores the last one right before the time ends. The team had big smiles face were going to jump on Aoyama just like my team did. He move away trying no to get touch. I got mad but I didn't have an facial expression. I got up to leave them behind but they all screamed "Hey (Y/n) where are you going"they said. I didn't reply to them I just walk to a private area. I get to my favorite spot and put my head on my knees. I got mad because he doesn't realize that that may be the last time he can celebrate. I may be overreacting but I can't help it. I don't want to lose this team, I am not talk to them but they were like my old team...fun to be around, loving to each other, and trust. I hear foot steps coming in my way and I already know who it is because a while back I told him I was here most of the time. "What is it"I said with a soft voice. "Why aren't you with us aren't you going to celebrate the victory"Aoyama told me with a soothing voice. "Are you?"I asked making him confused. "What do you mean?"Aoyama asked. "You know that could be the last time you could celebrate with your team. I know you haven't been with them for long but one day you can lose them in a second."I said quickly but in a mad voice. "I don't understand what you mean by that."he replied. "Never mind we should go back to the team they might be worried abo-." I was walking back but his hand grabbed my wrist. "Wait...did something happened..."Aoyama looking down. "It's none of your business"I said softly. "What do you mean it is important, all you ever do is stay quiet, you don't try to get close to anybody, you never let anyone in when we want to, can you see that we care about you...you're important to the team and to me. So stop pushing yourself away." He was mad at the fact that he wants to get close to you but you won't let him. He wants to see how you look when you're vulnerable and he want to be there. How can he when he doesn't know what will make you feel better. "I'm sorry"I tell him with a soft voice. "It's ok (Y/n)... I'm here for you, so you dont have to tell me right now ok I'll give you time."he said in his soft loving voice. He wraps his arms around me making me feel safe so I hugged him back. "Thank you."I smiled. After awhile we realized the position we were in an I started to blush. "Uuuhhh I-I'm so-sorry I wasn't e-exp-expecting to hug for a w-while." I said with a flustered face. "It's okay it wasn't bad"he mumbled so you couldn't hear. We decided to walk back with our faces flustered. The team stared from a far and start to ship you both.

(A/n: I don't know I feel like I'm making Aoyama so different then what his character is. I don't know if you guys like it or not but I hope you do. I'm trying to not make this story very terrible)