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We stared at eachother not knowing what to say. His eyes were calm to look at just like the ocean when the moon is out. "So we both get the same feeling." He reaches for my hand slowly not taking his eyes off of me. I still looked at him trying to analyze his words that were being said to me. He finds my hand and our fingers intertwine with eachother. Our hands fit perfectly like a mold. "It is surprising to see that you confess your feelings when we're on the bed." He says and I giggle at his words. "You know that sounds weird" He looked confused with that I said till he starts blushing. We both giggle with our hands still connected and we came to realize what was going on. We're afraid to talk about our feelings towards one another, afraid of what could change in this relationship. "Do you want to talk about it?" I asked him as I start mentally preparing myself of what could happen. He nodded as we both got up to sit while holding hands. "Promise me that nothing will change when we decided what to do." I held out my pinky towards him as he accepts. "Ok we're going to say what's on our minds on the count of three."

"1"
"2"
"3"

"I like you."
"I like you."

We both said together finally letting go of the words that kept us afraid. We stare at eachother hoping that it won't become a bad ending. "Look I never really felt these feelings and they are new to me. I don't know how it works and I feel like if we choose to be in a relationship then I won't be able to give you what you want." I said to him hiding the embarrassment with a pillow. I look away afraid of what he's going to say. "Look it's ok. We're on the same boat. We don't know what these feelings are but we know that we like eachother as more than friends. I know it will be confusing sometimes and if you don't want to rush things it's ok. I don't want to push you in a relationship that we both know that we're not ready." He looked at me with caring eyes and went to grab my other hand. I looked at him and blushed by his actions. "Can we go slow like holding hands and stuff like that" I asked him and he nodded. I got up to hug him as he hugs me back with his arms. I feel safe. I feel like I have something to look forward. I felt like everything is going to be alright. "Uhh (Y/n) are you wearing my shirt? Are you in you underwear?!?!" He looked at me shocked at the fact that I could be in my underwear and sleeping in the same bed cuddling. "N-no I just felt comfortable in your clothes so I change into them. Do you m-mind?" I asked him in a soft voice as he denied while blushing.

~Time skip~

Me and Aoyama decided to move slow and keep our relationship quiet. We don't want let everyone know because we are not sure we're going to stay like this and also I don't want anyone to rush us to be together. We wanted to wait for the right moment.

         We were all at the field for our next game. I looked around to see how the other team practice. I had to say they were pretty good. I went to grab a water but Aoyama surprised me with one. I mouth the words thank you and smiled brightly at him. "Hey are you ready for the game. I heard the girls were good." He looked at me and I stared back at him. "You're so cute you know. I hope you take home the win." I smiled at him and I wanted to hug him but I knew it would give off suspicious vibes to everyone. I held myself back and Aoyama knew it. He leaned closer to my ear and whispered "We can go to beach and play around." He backed his head away looking at me with his smile. I nodded and we went back to our coach. "Okay girls this game might be pretty tough. Since we won the last few games we can't lose this one. Since this team also have the same points as us we can't afford to lose our spot. Okay. Litzy you have to control defense and middle. (Y/n) keep control with the ball. I heard the girls were tough but we will win. Okay!" The coach said and we all nodded in agreement. We went on the field and passed the ball around.

The ball went to me and our opponents were walking to the restroom. Since the girls were walking past me I can easily hear what they were talking about. What one of the girls said really got to me and threw me off a bit. "Hey number 10 is really cute do you think he's dating anyone?" "I'm pretty sure he his but do you want I go talk to him." "Yea let's go I'll get this cutie in no time" They started giggling walking towards him. I starting walking to them till Litzy grabs my arm and pulls me back. I looked back at her wondering what she was going to as but all she did was giving me a confused look. "Hey what's up? I know the girls were talking about him but why are you so fed up about it?" She looked at me still holding my arm as I look to Aoyama. "I know I just feel weird at the fact that I heard them talking about my bestfriend in that way. Makes me feel uncomfortable." I told her and she nodded by she was sort of speculating something was up.

     I walked back to get my water and as I was about to drink it I see a note on the sticker. Since it's a see through bottle I got a closer look.

       "Play safely!!! I don't want you hurt!!" ~Aoyama.

     I smile to myself looking over to him to see him waving at me. I waved back at him as the referee blew the whistle

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