Dead Leaves | p.jm |

Regret

Jimins pov

I know what I'm doing right now is wrong...

Panting out of exhaustion, I collapse beside the girl and sweep my hair back letting my sweat to ease off my forehead.

"I love you Jimin..."

She panted then hug closely to my body and letting her head rest on my chest. I think she blacked out. I reach out for my phone by the nightstand to check the time.

Its 1: 59 already? (y/n) must be worried about me right now...

I was about to get out of bed when a hand suddenly pulled me back down to bed. She straddle on top of me and planted both of her hands between my head while her legs were between my waist. Preventing me from going anywhere.

"Where are you going babe?"

"I need to get back home before she worries about me."

"What are you talking about... The night is still young. I bet your girlfriend is now asleep without even worrying about you. Let's enjoy ourselves a little longer.." she purred against my skin and lightly left little kisses on my neck.

... I guess shes right. What could possibly go wrong?...

"Okay princess, but I won't go easy on you now.." I smirked.

~Tomorrow Morning~

"Thank you babe, I really enjoyed myself last night"

I sent her back home and ended up sleeping at the motel. What should I tell (y/n) now?

"No problem. Goodbye for now" I smiled.

"But wait!... Can you come to my house tonight?"

"Uhmm.... I don't know..." the offer was tempting, but (y/n)...

"Awwhhh... Please~... Lets meet up at a cafe and talk about this. Please babe, Pretty please~" she batted her eyes on me.

I guess...

"Ok then?.."

"Yaaayyy!! I'll give you a text soon on where were going to meet up" she perked up.

"Ok, Goodbye love~". I drove of from her place.

I better think of an excuse till I get back home now.

_

I stood at the front door and looked at my watch. It's still early, I think (y/n) is still asleep. Guess I shouldn't be worried on giving an excuse. Ugh.. I'm so tired. I think I have a baggy eye now. Whatever, what's important now is I'm gonna get some rest fot awhile before I meet her.

Upon entering the house, I heard fast footstep came towards the door. There (y/n) stands with teary eyes.

Shit, I didn't think of an excuse yet..

We both stood still on the same spot not even moving an inch. I decided to just walk away, ignoring her presence and hoped she would just ignore me too but she walks right in front of me and asked about my whereabouts.

"Yah! Where did you go last night?! I was worried sick for you!".

Think Jimin think!..

"Can you move to the side?" Wtf was THAT response?!

"Can you at least tell me where you went?!"

Ugh shes getting persistent and its starting to annoy me now...

"Its none of your business, now out of my way (y/n) I'm really tired right now..."

I went past her and she just kept quiet. I thought she was gonna start an argument like usual with me but thank god she didn't ask me any more question.

_

After I took a rest and showered, I heard a notification came from my phone. I checked and it was from her. She gave me the information of where should we meet up after this and I texted her back with 'I'll be there soon'

I took out my clothe from the wardrobe and get ready. I came down stairs and see (y/n) was sitting on a couch with her palms covering her face. As soon as she heard the sound of my footstep came down from the stairs, she looked up at me.

"Where are you going now?"

"I'm going to meet my colleagues at a cafe" I gave out a blatant lie and hoped she would believed it anyways. But I know she will

As I take my car key and exit the door, I turned around and look at (y/n).

"I'll be back late so don't wait for me" Then closes the door.

I started the car and drove of to my little meeting place with her.

_

I parked my car near a cafe and there I saw her leaning againts the wall of the building.

"Waahh you look way more handsome than that boring business suit you wore earlier~" she complimented.

I smirked and wrap my arm around her waist. "I was born handsome baby"

We entered the cafe and queue up in line then take our order. We searched for a table and start chatting.

Just when I was enjoying our conversation, a hand suddenly slammed on our table ruining the moment. I look to the person to tell them to 'piss off' but to my surprise it was (y/n).

"WHAT THE HELL JIMIN!"

I turned pale because first; (y/n) never raised her voice towards me before and second; I'm dead. Theres no running away now...

"And WHO the hell are you?" The girl who I'm with exclaimed.

"Who am I? I am his GIRLFRIEND!"

Fuck..

She threw the warm coffee at me. I looked down on the floor because I was afraid to look at (y/n)s eyes because I felt too guilty. I was wrong for even doing any of this behind her back.

"How could you do this to me Jimin! I gave you all of my love and support to you and THIS is what I get back! You fucking CHEAT me with someone else! Don't you know I stayed up all night JUST to wait for you to come back home from work because I was worried! I love you with all my heart for God sake! I was worried sick for you when you came back home late last night! God, What do I do to deserve this?!".

Those words really HIT me like a ton of brick. It stings like hell.

After she walked out to the exit, I can feel all eyes are on me now. I was speechless. I could have just stop her and told
everything, about how wrong I was for treating her like this after all we both went
through together.

She loved me with all of her heart and yet I never returned any of my love to her...

I walked out of the cafe and went in my car then drove somewhere. Where should I go now? I can't go home now... Not when (y/n) is there too. Then.. Where should I go?

I ended up going to the hospital to visit my uncle.