My Brother's Best Friend

Chapter 9- I'm Not Ready

*Mickey's POV*

            I was downstairs, watching TV when I heard the door open then slam shut. I loked over and saw Justin looking a little pissed off.

         "Justin, baby, are you alright?" I asked.

         He didn't answer. Instead, he just walked into the kitchen and got himself a glass of water. He stood next to the island and drank it. I followed him into the kitchen.

       "Justin!" I yelled.

        "Oh, sorry sweetheart, I'm just a little stressed, that's all." He said.

         I could see it in his eyes he's a little more than stressed. Something's up, I'm sure of it. He took another sip of his water and looked at me.

       "Can I talk to you for a second?" He finally asked.

        "Uh, yeah sure." I said.

         Now I'm starting to get a little confused, what does he want to talk to me about? We went over to the couch and sat down.

       "You know how much I love you, right?" He started

        Why is he asking me this?

      "Remind me." I told him.

          He came up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I felt myself being pinned against the wall as he gave me a passionate kiss.

       "Would you like me to show you?" He whispered in my ear.

       Oh god, he's not talking about sex, is he?

         "Wait, you don't mean..." I trailed off.

      "Yes sweetheart, I do." He said.

                He started to suck on my neck. I know a lot of guys hhve touched me before, but this time it was different. I felt for once in my life, loved, and wanted. Even though this felt really good at the moment, I know I'm not ready for this. I tapped on Justin's shoulder to get him to stop.

         "What's wrong baby?" He asked.

        "Justin, I don't know if you know this but, I'm...a virgin." I said.

        He looked at me, shocked.

         "Oh god, sweetie, I'm so sorry, I didn't know, I-" I cut him off.

          "Baby, it's fine. Although I must ask, why are you in such a rush? We haven't been going on that long." I ask, curious.

       He gave me a look like he was trying to think of something. Is he hiding something from me?

      "I guess it's just this whole break up with Selena and I guess I want to show her I really do love you, and same with Ryan. I want to show him that you're not a whore and that you are very important to me." He stated.

        I wrapped my arms around him and gave him a hug.

      "You know there are other ways to show me that you love me." I pointed out.

         He thought for a moment and decided to speak up.

     "You're right. How about we just cuddle and watch a movie or something." He suggested.

        "Now that sounds like a good idea." I said.

           We layed down on the couch and cuddled under a soft blanket while watching 21 Jumpstreet. For some reason, I have a weird feeling Justin's hiding something from me. It's probably nothing though.

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