My Brother's Best Friend

Chapter 19 - You Didn't Have To

         *Mickey's POV*

       It's hard to bear the fact that Justin cheated on me. I just feel so betrayed. I can see it in his eyes that he truely didn't mean to do it. I guess it is kind of sweet to know that he was thinking about me, but it just makes me sick to my stomach to know that someone else had him. I can't even bring my mind to the fact that Justin had sex with another woman without mentally throwing up.

        It's hard sleeping in this bed alone. It's too big for me alone. I miss Justin cuddling next to me. I tried curling up in a ball with his pillows, but it just wasn't the same. All of a sudden, I hear noises coming from downstairs. It sounded like crying, but not just any crying, sobbing. I got up from the bed and walk downstairs to see Justin sobbing while curled up in his blanket. It was the most heartbreaking thing I've ever seen. It reminded me of me when he found me that night when he came downstairs after Selena left. I walked up to the couch and sat down. I decided to rub my hand up and down Justin's back, which made him sit up and look at me in the eyes with his red, puffy, tear-stained eyes.

        "What are you doing up? I thought you were asleep." He says through the tears.

        "The bed's too big for me, I couldn't sleep." I explain.

         He motions me to give him a hug.

           "Come here." he whispers.

         I scoot over and he embraces me in a big hug. He starts to sob a little loudly, along with squeezing me. I can feel my shoulder getting wet. We pulled away and he crashes his lips on mine, giving me probably the most passionate kiss he's ever given me. After he pulled away, he embraces me back into his bear hug. I missed this so much.

        "Babygirl, please don't leave me! I'm so sorry for what I did, she means nothing to me, she's a bitch for cheating on her husband, but I'm more of a bitch for breaking you fragile heart. You mean everything to me and you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. I love you so fucking much!" He plants multiple kisses on my lips while he keeps rambling on about how much he loves me.

         I tried to speak, but he just kept kissing me, it was hard to get my words out.

       "Justin *kiss* please *kiss* Justin *kiss* stop! *kiss*" I had to cover his mouth with my hands so I can finally be able to speak.

         "Justin, honey, I love you too, and I forgive you." I say as I wiped his tears away and kissed his cheek, then his eye.

       "Y-You do?" He asks with very hopeful eyes.

          "Yes, yes honey, I do." I said as I kissed his cheek and pulled him in for a hug. "I promise you, I'll never leave you. I love you way too much to ever leave you. I love you unconditionally and it's okay. You didn't have to kiss me so many times to prove it. You also didn't have to squeeze me so tight either." I explain.

         He looks at me with puppy dog eyes. I can never resist them, I mean, honestly, who can?

         "But I wanted to." He plants one more kiss on my lips as he wraps one of his arms around my neck and the other around my waist. "Honey, I love you more than there are as many grains of sand on a beach, I love you to the moon, around six times, to the sun, around eight times, to every galaxy in the universe and back." He explains

       I felt like my heart just grew bigger and I just fell more in love with him when he started to smile. I can't believe he really loves me that much.

         "Boy, that's a lot of love." We both start giggling.

           "Baby, it's only going to keep growing. What happened with Amber doesn't mean anything to me. She's so fake and I'm not even sure why that guy married that slut. I'll bet I'm not the first guy she cheated on him with." He starts to laugh as I start smiling. "Oh honey, you are the most beautiful girl I've ever layed eyes on. From your perfect wavy, flowy dark brown hair, to your beautiful, sparkling ocean blue eyes, and your cute little button nose, your perfect, full, kissable lips, beautiful smile, your perfect round tits, your nice round ass, god, I could just..." He trailed off as he planted his lips on mine.

       The kiss got pretty heated as he stuck his tounge inside my mouth. He layed me down as he got ontop of me and his hands start roaming my body. As soon as he snaked his hand up my shirt, he stopped.

      "What's wrong?" I ask.

        "I can't right now, just, not until we're even." He says.

       "Justin, I'm not going to sleep with someone else if that's what you want me to do. There's already a lot of guys who've seen me naked, and not in a good way." I explain.

         "Fine, but we'll think of something. I love you."

          "I love you too. That was the best make out we've ever had."

         "It sure was."

        We both share one last passionate kiss as he picks me up bridal style and carries me up to our room. He lays me down under the covers and lays his head down on my chest while he takes off my top and kisses both my boobs while sucking on my nipples. I quietly moan.

        "I thought you said you didn't want to have sex right now."

          "You got me so turned on, I need something to help." he explains while I pretty much get what he's doing.

         "So you're kissing my boobs while you masturbate?"

           "Yep."

       He just kept going and after he was done, he layed his head down on my chest while he wrapped his arms around my waist and squeezed me as hard as he could. I missed this.

         "I love you babygirl."

           "I love you too."

        He plants one last kiss on my lips and we fall asleep in each other's arms.

      

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      I felt like updating. A lot of you guys are complaining that you can't see chapter 17. Just go on the  website because it doesn't work on the app sometimes, i don't know why. Remember to message me on kik or leave a comment for any ideas on what to do for the next chapter on The Greatest Mistake because I'm drawing a blank right now