THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO IAMTHEVOLDEMORT I LOVE HER BOOKS THEY ARE HILARIOUS!!!! SO I PROMISED YOU I WOULD GIVE YOU THE STORY ON WHY I WANT TO BE A PHCYATRIST SO HERE IT IS.
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One day at school my friend Evan told me about a childhood friend whose parents had gotten a divorce and she began cutting herself and that weekend she was going to try to kill herself. When Evan told me about her I felt like I just had to help her. So he gave me her number and that night I started to text her.
Me: don’t do it please you’re worth so much more
Kalee: who r u?
Me: you probably don’t know me but I’m a good friend of Evans we tell each other pretty much everything
Kalee: oh, he and I were like that… now… idk
Me: yeah I know what you mean I’ve been in your position before and nothing is worth it
Kalee: I’ve been wanting to do it for a while now
Me: I know how you feel I once tried but I stopped and thought of all the pain and suffering I would put the ones I love through, all the plans I had for my life, all the things I could be, all the things I could accomplished, and I stopped and asked myself is it really worth it? And let me tell you something. It’s not. Nothing is.
Kalee: no one would care not even Evan
Me: he and I were talking and he was on the verge of tears I was on the verge of tears
Me: afterwards I finally found out who I am I stick up for myself I speak my mind I am bolder I am prouder because I realized I AM worth it I AM my own person I AM special unique open minded and whatever else. And you are too no matter what others think or say
Me: I am willing to go ask a cute guy for his number or if he’s single and you wanna know why? Because a freakin fortune cookie said id meet the love of my life soon. So who cares if the guy in front of me doesn’t like chocolate we could still make it work
Kelee: u believe in fortune cookies
Me: first of all no it’s just fun and second of all is that seriously the only thing you got out of this I was working on getting what I just said perfect forever and you wanna know why….. because I care. I know it seems crazy and stalkerish but I’m not trying to be. I just want to help. As soon as Evan told me about you I just felt like I had to help. No one else knows what I tried to do. Not my parents not my friends not any of my family……. But I told you
Me: because you are special even if you don’t know it yet
Me: please just don’t if you want me to leave you alone just say it but I want you to know if you choose to I am sorry for whatever happened in your life that made you want to make such a terrible decision and I am sorry that someone isn’t there for you and if you don’t choose to I want you to know you can call or text me whenever you need help with something in life or you are going through a hard time I don’t want to seem weird or crazy but please just don’t
Kalee: ok I will
Me: you will not do it or you will
Kelee: I won’t
Me: OH MY GOD I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW I AM ALMOST READY TO CRY OH MY GOD I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU YOU ARE WORTH IT YOU ARE AND DON’T YOU EVER FORGET THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: just don’t ever EVER forget what you are worth and make sure other people don’t forget either
Me: just don’t forget to feel free to text or call any time you need to talk because I am here
Kelee: ok, same for you
With that we went to bed. After that I just wanted to help people with problems they had in their life.
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