Lonely?

Toxic

I cheated
He cheated
We're toxic
We're broken
I was an open, book
That's all it took
He knew what I went through
A new heart he drew
Suited, just for me
Then taken and given to she
I'm tired
He lied, I know I lied
But I was just physical
It hurts cause his is emotional.
Been crying myself to sleep
For other issues too deep to speak of
If you only knew, how much I loved you
How much I love you
You were my only hope
But you said no
Blatantly to my face
With no mercy, you said two weeks
Your words made me weak.
Two weeks with her
I'm hurt
I know I deserve the hurt
But it was just one night.
I'm sorry
Remind me why I stay behind
While they evolve
My heart desolves
I'm dying inside.