Lonely?

End💔

You pushed me, expecting me to let go.
When I didn't,you panicked. 
You hurt me, expecting me to go.
When I didn't, you panicked.
I feel so stupid
For letting cupid
Play with my feelings.
I was strong, but meeting you I got weak at the knees and let down my guard.
You came into my life and made me smile.
Even though you were miles, miles away.
It was hard finding out you'd love to leave me right now.
When at some point you would've loved to hold me right now.
Things change, I know.
But seeing our love burn into ashes in slow motion was more painful than anything I've ever felt.
The last words you said to me made me melt.
In such a horrible way.
I felt the tears come out with no warning.
I felt the heart you gave me get ripped out of my chest.
The feeling I got when you gave it to me was the best.
Now, you took it, broke it, burned it. In front of my face.
My eyes got blurry, the world was a haze.
As my tears hit the ground. I looked around and found, you were no longer there.
You were gone.
Now I sit here, at 15 years old, crying over a boy that made my life and broke it within a surprisingly short amount of time..