Lonely?

Poetry💕

Poetry is my calling
Complicated drawings
In my mind, you'll find
All my feelings pouring.
A lot of complicated emotions.
I'm lost. A compilation of potions.
Medicines to numb others' pain.
Healing is what they gain.
While mine brews and grows
All I've gone through, all I know.
It's stuck. All I hear is, "hard luck"
Try next time..
There's no time.
I cry wanting to die.
While you sit back and lie.
Laughing.
I walk in huffing and puffing.
All my energy drained.
All the poems framed.
Ready to be read.
I see red.
Blood, dirt and mud.