You should've killed me
Me living with this pain is sickening
Can't focus on school, always thinking of the negative
Ain't nothing good,nothing positive
Way too late to try and take it back
Shit bad, real smiles and laughter is what I lack
Relationships all ending on a bad note
Grandma praying after finding my suicide note
I said I wanted to die I really meant it
You feel pity and say sorry, shit is depressing
Young and scarred, pain is what I can't live with Heart broken and apart, hate is what I can't live with.
I'll hang myself or overdose eventually
It won't matter cause i ain't worth shit alive
I wrote this for you, hope you don't mind
Ain't doing this shit for attention
Just letting you know that my hear is empty
I ain't gotta live anymore cause momma having a baby
No point in trying to gain happiness
It's too late anyways
Too young for all this pain and all hard times
I've let go of all the people my heart finds
Let me go, let me be selfish
I'll leave you here with your people, you'll forgive me
Come live my life, step inside my shoes
I'm not smart or beautiful, or anything like you
Pills to calm me down
Pills to take my stress down
I hope by the time you read this it'll be too late
I'll be in hell or heaven, it'll be a new day.IG:martinvee ❤

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Lonely?
PoetryPoetry to help you cope. Poetry you can relate to. To remind you that you are not alone.