the wound ((JIKOOK))

-2-

"why just I can't fucking die"
jimin was in his room crying his eyes out .
he sighed and laid in his bed thinking deeply about committing suicide as he felt his heart pounds so fast, at that moment he just wished that he wouldn't be born in first place why he asked himself why his life was like literally hell! why can't he have a normal life with normal friends ,normal family.
why his dade was like that , he remembered again what just happened hours ago, as he entered his home , his father was waiting for him to make his life more miserable ,he couldn't understand why his father always looked at him with lust he just couldn't believe that his father is actually fucking him whenever he wants, he hates himself for not saying NO , for not resisting.. he can't he has no place to go, no moeny , nothing .
he remembered his dream to be a student in art faculty , he loves drawing so much maybe that's the only reason he want to endure this shit .
he just couldn't comprehend he used to think that his fathers was supposed to be here to take care of him, to protect him and help him to achieve his dreams.
fathers aren't to be assholes doing disgusting things to their sons .
he remembered  his father words " oh , jimini you're so perfect, so beautiful , I love your blonde hair your scent is like a drug i'm addicted to, then he moved towards him and he couldn't help but to just froze in his place.
jimini come here to your daddy.. your daddy missed you so fucking much, then he laid down to jimin shoulder to smell him
" you smell like vanilla baby"
he felt disgusted by his words but he didn't even moved .
he remembered his dade kissing him roughly.. how he moved his hand all over him, how his tongue was all over him..
he was snatched from his thoughts by the sudden vibration of his mobile .
jimin sighed , looking at his mobile .
jacki986: hi :)
jim95: hi, who?
jacki986: you really don't know? ;)
jim95: no I'm sorry.. who?
jacki986: I'm jack your classmate
jimin widened his eyes as he felt his heart stopped for a few seconds
jim95: oh.. how did you get my number??
jacki986: how about telling you that after class , can you wait for me after class?
jim95: oh.. okay sure .. I have to go now sorry.
jimin just couldn't believe what just happened, he forget all what happened with his father .. how on earth that jack knows my number and he said hi to me today so what all this..
maybe he wants to be friend with you jimin
no he doesn't need someone like you , he has all those people over him why would he need someone one like you in his life ,he is so handsome, tall his eyes looks like a deer eyes his hair was like a brown delicious chocolate .. he was so beautiful in jimin's eyes
he was talking to himself thinking about all possible reason why someone like him be interested in him, he didn't want to get his hopes so high .
oh maybe because I'm so clever hehe " he told himself with pain expression looking at bruises in his hands .
oh I have to cover this by make up or something, I don't wanna make him thinks that I'm a freak or something.

-time skip to next morning in class-

jimin was so nervous , during classes he felt that jack was stealing glances at him, he couldn't help but to turn into a blush mess.
"finally", jimin sighed to himself as the classes ended he could finally satisfy his curiosity about why jack wanted to talk to him
he was heading to the door when he felt someone's hand at his shoulder
"hi, we met again", jack said simling at him
jimin felt as if all the heat of his body gathered in his cheeks
"h h h..I jack" jimin shuttered as he looked down , he couldn't meet the intense gaze coming from the boy standing in front of him.
jack said " oh I thought that you hate me yesterday you said hi and ran quickly before even I said any word"
jimin's head still down " n.. no, I'm sorry i ... I had an important matter , I was in hurry"
" oh really?.. jack sad with a cute laugh
jimin finally raise his head to meet his crush eyes , he felt that he could stare at him for years and he won't be bored.
he was snatched from his thoughts when jack coughed to talk to him
" so do you have problem if we can study with each other, I know this is kinda rude to talk to you only because I need your help in studying , but I know you are a nice person and you won't reject, right?"
"of course, not I will be happy to help you", jimin said with a small shy face even he was kinda Disappointed but he told himself not to get his hopes so high and it's also good opportunity to get more close to him
jack was so happy , he said" okay how about coming to my house today to start mini?"
jimin widened his eyes" mini?".
jack: oh it's your nickname ,if you don't mind .
jimin: "n.. no , I don't mind"
jack with a big smile "okay come at my place at 7, is that okay with you?"
jimin said with a shy smile "it's okay".
jack: " deal, I will message you with address, okay I will wait for you mini don't be late"
I have to go now min ,I have some stuff to do , see you.
jimin' eyes followed as his crush disappeared, he though about how he was supposed to dress and he got so excited on his way to home.
-time skip-
jimin slightly hesitated as he was standing in front of jack's house, he wished that he looks good , he knocked on the door waiting.
" oh you are here, you arrived at time exactly, I didn't expect that mini"
jimin just smiled shyly following jack to his room.